YOU ALRIGHT?

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Tyler

This past week has sucked ass, my momma was treating me like shit again, she didn't know I even liked pursuing music that much.

It mad me so fucking mad, I lashed out. She kicked me out for a few days.

I was alone in the streets , fuck.

School was normal, stressing me out. I was literally pulling out my hair, earls mom hated me I wasn't gonna be allowed there, hodgy's dad caught me sucking his daughters pussy , I had nowhere to go. Jaspers mom was busy, frank and me were out of town and rakim (asap) was out of room in the temporary housing.

I sat on the cafeteria tables away from everyone else, biting my fingernails.

I see keilani with her new friends , Steve and Micheal. She's sitting looking on her phone while eating.

I look fucking stupid not sitting next to anyone. I walk over to Tanya and her girls. Keilani's eyebrows furrowed at me, she could tell something was off.

I fucking wanna go home, apologise to my mom, give her a hug, fuck I wanna play her music, make her a life, for all the times her son fucked up, I'd give her a band.

I looked down at my phone debating if I wanted to talk to her or not.

"Baby blue or black?" Tanya asks while all the girls on the tables attention turns to me. I stutter before agreeing with blue

She laughs at me before turning her back and continues talking to her girlfriends about dresses.

Keilani walks over to the table I'm sitting on, my hands are smashed into my face.

"T , are you alright?" She says with a concerned look on her face not caring about the girls on the table that now hated her.

Before I could even begin to speak Tanya's cuts in and Interrupts me and keis conversation 

"He's fine. Ik my man, nothings wrong, now scedaddle bitch" Tanya says laughing with her friends at keilanis attempt.

I wasn't fine, bitch ass hoe, I had nowhere to sleep, she couldn't even fucking tell. 

After school Thursday 

Keilani 

Today we had a lake party on this afternoon , Steve invited me to go. I was really excited, I wanted to go with my new friends that were trustworthy and kind.

I got ready in a sleek black skirt with a Nike hoodie over it. I left my curls out and only had my lashes curled, you could see my freckles and scar, I felt confident tonight..

I smiled at the mirror twirling around a bit. Spraying my signature perfume, I headed out with a tote bag and a pair of birks.

Steve and Micheal, dropped me off, I was hyped up. they eventually left to smoke weed but i didn't want to at all. 

suddenly I didn't want to be here I felt out of place everyone was doing hard drugs, I didn't get the memo about that so I just sat on a log around the fire. I saw the lake glistening and cricket chirping.

I let out a deep sigh before walking around again, I saw a bridge. under it was the perfect spot to watch the sunset. It was almost like the beach, I walk around a corner. And through a short bush.

I walk around one more corner before I see Tyler sniffing cocaine.

"What the fuck.." I say covering my mouth as it was fully open , I even swore, I was shocked shocked.

He turns around wiping his nose. His eyes a bloodshot red. His nose has powder on there.

He just stares at me blankly before walking into the bay.

he sits on the bay watching the sunset. I approach him slowly being careful on how I approach him.

I stand right behind him, my eyes begin to water. He was hurting himself like this, something was bad.

"tyler, are you alright" I saw in a soft voice sitting next to him on the bay. I scooch over to him.

He sniffs "fuck, nah not really" he groans softly while looking down at his hands.

He gnaws on his fingers. While looking at the sunset.

"Nigga I got nowhere to go, my momma won't talk to me, fuck!" He yells jolting his body he was going crazy, he was mad sad, regretful. High, he was going through it, his vein in his head looked like it was gonna Pop.

Tyler looked like he was about to cry. My heart sank, he never cried ever. This situation was messing with him in the head. Every breath out he took, you could tell he was pissed. He was flustered and upset, he had dark skin but his cheeks were red red.

I rub his back and lay my head on his shoulder, he flipped his hat backwards. Blinking trying to get his eyes to stop looking red from the drugs. He gulped before letting out a sigh.

"We will figure it out." I say my head on his shoulder 

"I swear..."

 we sat in the deck for another hour not talking just sitting there before he calmed down.


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