My idol to my groom

chapter 29

Aria

"What do you think is going to happen, what if hoshi takes my place until we disband, will I sit on the couch In the lounge looking at them from backstage forever?" I whine "You won't, it's just one concert" Alia says "It's not just one concert, it's a comeback showcase, and Yeonjun hasn't talked to me since the incident" I rant "Well if Yeonjun got you corn soup then it means he still cares for you, plus he can't ignore you forever, I think you're just hungry, eat up the soup" Alia says "It's eat up, it's drink up" I say "Okay okay, just drink up" Alia says, then I see the members walking back"Eh why are you coming back now?" I ask "Aria!? Don't tell us Yeonjun Hyung kicked you out" Beomgyu says "Shut up, he didn't and if he did I would've killed him" Alia says "I'm just sitting here and ranting my sorrows away" I say taking a big sigh after "Woah, usually things like this don't effect you at all, but now that Yeonjun isn't talking to you, you're sighing for him" Yeonjin says "As the Chinese saying says 'The tiger in me sniffs the rose' I guess" I say

One week later

It's been a week since my hiatus and Yeonjun hasn't talked to me since and today is the comeback showcase, we've decided that since hoshi is the second oldest of NXG he'll play my place, if I was on a bigger hiatus then we would've just made the dance without me but since it was one concert we just thought of this "Are you sure you're okay" Soha asks I just nod "Don't worry, we made the showcase short and made sure to not mention your absence" Soha says I nod, we have little interviews in our comeback showcases and today was no different, except we had more song breaks and less interview questions the first song was the title track of the album as I looked at them, backstage on the TV in the lounge I saw that hoshi fell and almost ruined the dance but Yeonjun saved the show by picking him up and making it look like a part of the dance.

After the first song they came back to the lounge, Yeonjun was still not talking to me but this time he looked scary and angry then the members left the lounge to look for Soha since she had gone out to speak with Mrs.Choi but Yeonjun stayed I tried to ignore him because he was looking at me as if he's a lion and I'm going to be his pray soon, "Do you think ignoring the problem will make it go away?" Yeonjun asks, I just sit quietly "There are 5 minutes until we go back on stage, tell me why I made a good decision protecting you from my mom?" Yeonjun asks I keep sitting quietly then he sighs and sits down on a chair next to me and sets a timer for 5 minutes"A rapper, Sani came as an MC alongside red velvet's Irene and got7's Jackson wang, she felt really uncomfortable with Sani because he was touching her and sticking out his tounge, many people bashed him for it and he still gets taunted by many because of that, if that's not enough then you can look at weekly idol's doni and coni who have been called out for making idols uncomfortable with their questions, you're a public figure so even when you have a point to prove or anything like that, you can't do what you think is right, that means no violence" Yeonjun says "I was just trying to protect you guys" I say "The members are really thankful for you protecting us" Yeonjun says "Are you thankful?" I ask "I'm also very thankful for you protecting us, but what did you get in the end from this?" Yeonjun asks "I-" I get cut off by Yeonjun "People know what you did was to stand up for us but from what they see is that you trying to protect us ended up being useless because we still played the game" Yeonjun says "Once in an interview I said that with Crystal on our team, we'll be better and stronger than ever this year, people are now questioning me and my words now, but I don't care about that, what I care about is you" Yeonjun says as my head which was looking down, looks up to him "I'm s.. sorry" I say " a sorry won't do anything, have you thought that what you did won't just affect you but it will also affect your teammates, look at your dance style and hoshi's, hoshi isn't that strong in dance compared to you, and we didn't have much time to practice with him so he where you could dance in a breeze, he fell, if it weren't for me then I don't know what could've happened" Yeonjun says "Hyung, Nuna, what are you doing in there, when are you coming out and Why is the door locked?" Hoshi asks "1 minute left" Yeonjun says looking at his phone "I've never been able to apologize properly for something I didn't do, I've always lived like a princess, when I was young my dad spoiled me, and now I spoil myself from time to time so I never had such a problem, but I've realized what I did" I say then the timer rings and Yeonjun gets up to leave "Wait!" I say and Yeonjun stops "Are you really not afraid of anything?" I ask "No, I also have fears, I also get scared, I also have times when I don't know what to do" he says as he opens the door "Wait!" I yell lightly "Last question" I say as Yeonjun stops "Why did you ignore me? Was it because you were mad at me or something else?" I ask "Because... Because I'm afraid" Yeonjun says "Afraid of what?" I ask "Afraid that I might have a small soft spot for you" Yeonjun says as he leaves.

After the concert all the members come back to the lounge and I give each a high five as they enter, then Yeonjun comes and it gets a little awkward but Yeonjun still gives me a high five and smiles "Woahh looks like someone made up" Beomgyu says "You did great Beomgyu-ssi" I say "Woah what did you do to her Hyung? Where's the Aria I know who yells at me all the time and doesn't even know the meaning of respect with me" Beomgyu says ''You did something good so I complemented you, ever heard of 'if you win, they praise you, if you lose, they bash you'?" I say then we look at Yeonjun who gave him a death glare "Okay okay I accept your complement, and call me Beomgyu, I'm used to it" Beomgyu says as we both turn to look at Yeonjun "What are you guys doing, are guys that free?" Yeonjun says as a really small smirk appears on his face, it seems that I was the only one who saw it.