Why does that always happens to me?

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I was woken up by an annoying noise. "Urgh, what is that?" I asked sleepily. I woke up and turned off the alarm clock. "What was that?" Shoto, who was lying next to me, asked. "Shoto?!" I asked in a panic and turned to him. "Hmm? What's wrong?" He asked, slowly waking up himself. When he saw me, his eyes grew wide and startled. "Y/n?!!!" he practically screamed. "SHOTO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? I THOUGHT YOU'D BE HOME BY NOW! WHAT WILL YOUR FATHER SAY ABOUT THIS?!!!" I screamed at him in a panic. "I must have fallen asleep and forgot to set an alarm to leave," he tried to defend himself. "Ahhh, whatever. Let's get ready and go to school first, then I'll come with you to your place, and we'll sort things out with your father. Do you understand me?!" I made things clear. "Yes, haha," he said, getting up. "I'll take a quick shower, you can make yourself some breakfast or something in the meantime. I won't take long," I said as I got into the shower. Damn it, Shoto!!!! Ahhh, what will his father think of me now? Why am I even worried about that Endeavor??!! Come on, get a grip, y/n. After finishing my shower, I went to my room and picked out a new uniform. Once I was ready, I went to the kitchen where Shoto had prepared breakfast for two. "Oooohhhh, that looks delicious," I said, practically drooling. "Enjoy," he said, and I immediately started stuffing my breakfast into my mouth. "I'll do the dishes later when I get home. If we don't leave now, we'll be late," I called to him from the hallway. And soon, we were on our way to school.

When we arrived at school, we immediately ran into the "Deku squad." Why do they even call this group that? I wondered. "Good morning, everyone. How did you sleep?" Ochako asked, hugging me. "To be honest, really well," Shoto replied, and I blushed a little. "That's nice!" Momo shouted from the other corner. Oh God, what does she want now? And here she comes °-°. And soon, she was with us. She stared at him like a maniac the entire time. How can he be so calm about it? If I were in his place, I would have lost it already!! I grumbled to myself.

Timeskip (Angelina-chan is too lazy for this hehe)

After class, I had to stay behind with Mr. Aizawa because he wanted to discuss something with me. "What is it, Mr. Aizawa?" I asked while packing my school bag. "It's about Keigo Takami," he said seriously. "What has he done that you need to discuss with me?" I laughed but fell silent when I noticed his serious expression. "It's about your guardianship. A Pro Hero like him can't always be there all the time. The responsibility of taking care of a teenager would be too stressful for him and not good for you either. What I'm getting at is, you're getting a new foster family." I looked at him with wide eyes, shocked. "T-that can't be..." I mumbled quietly. "Y/n, I—" "THAT CAN'T BE!!! WHY?! WHY ARE THE PEOPLE WHO MATTER TO ME ALWAYS TAKEN AWAY?!!! YOU CAN'T DO THIS!! I DON'T WANT A NEW FOSTER FAMILY!!!!" I screamed at him. He let me and did nothing to stop me. He just looked at me with pity. I looked into his eyes. "Where does this foster family live?" "Farther away than Musutafu," he said without changing his expression. "Please, you can't send me away. This city is my home, my hometown. I've made friends, I have a boyfriend, and a home. Please, please speak to those higher up. I'm begging you..." I said quietly, looking down. He sighed and replied, "I'll see what I can do." "I'd better go now," I said and was gone in a flash. A new family. A new school. New friends. New enemies... A monster, that's what I am. And that's what they'll say at the new school too. It's only a matter of time before they say it here as well. But I have Shoto, who doesn't see me that way. Keigo doesn't see me that way, and neither does Mr. Aizawa. Just as I had found myself, I walked out of the school.

I heard two familiar voices talking. "When are you going to tell her, Shoto?" "Don't worry, soon. I promise," I heard my boyfriend say. "She should finally know that everything you do with her means nothing. She should stay away from you," that bitch said. "She's just a toy to you, isn't she? And the fact that you spent the night at her place didn't sit well with me. What was that about? You were supposed to come to me." "Momo, I'll tell her, don't worry, she means nothing to me," he said, and then I heard them kiss.

...I-I. The... toy?

I couldn't process any more. I was in shock. I was just a pastime? What we had wasn't real. He used me. His compliments, his gentle kisses, everything... it wasn't real.

"Why did I believe that for once in my life, I was lucky? That everything was normal?" I asked myself. I ran past them and up to the roof.

I sat on the edge and let my feet dangle down. I took out my cigarettes and lighter. I lit one up and put my things beside me.

Damn it!!!! What a mess!!! You bitch! And you son of a bitch!!!! "Arrrgggghhh!!! Damn life!!!" I screamed out in anger. I looked for my phone and found Hawks' number. I looked for Chicken Nuggets. "Hey, this is Hawks. I'm busy saving the world right now, so leave a message....*beeeeeep*" "You damn dog. When I see you, you'll be a roasted bird!!!!" I screamed into the phone.

I've lost everything. My family, my boyfriend, my will to live, and even my only point of contact. Damn, it hurts so much!! I'll never be able to live a normal life, will I? I'll always be the ugly, fat, and stupid girl. I'll always be the monster. But why? WHY ALWAYS ME? I cried. I took off the stockings I wore specifically to hide my scars. "I hate it, who would like me with these scars?!!" I screamed. Finally, they were gone; I was too warm and uncomfortable in them. I finished smoking the cigarette and lit another one. I looked up at the sky and thought. I replayed the day in my mind. And again, again, and again, I cried. When I had cried so many tears that I had none left, I realized that I had felt too comfortable. I had trusted too quickly. I had shown blindness too quickly. I had trusted blindly. I admitted to myself.

"Oi, what are you doing here, idiot?" Bakugou asked me. I turned to face him, and he saw my eyes and the cigarette in my mouth. I turned away from him again and pretended not to have heard or seen him. "What happened to you?" he asked, disgusted. "Mind your own damn business!" I screamed at him. "Why are you yelling like an idiot?!" he yelled back at me. "Just leave me alone, okay?" I said, not taking my eyes off the sky.

Bakugou approached and sat down a meter away from me.

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Hey hey hey!!! I'm glad that my story is still being read haha, even if it feels like only 3 readers, but whatever

Well then, Sayonara!!

Death_angel05x //_//

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