Riverwood Academy - AIRLINE BLUE

|| pefecrt tears||

i lead pharaoh out of the trailer. i was still smiling. the whole ten hour drive i had been. pharaoh is mine. hes all i have right now. he nudged me as we headed to the stables. 

i stopped at a grass patch and let him graze while i waited for mr. corner to come. i gazed at him, dressed in navy. pharaoh had come with all off his gear including his show blanket which is a stunning navy blanket with silver stiching reading Pharaoh.

as well as the grand prix logo. he also has a amtaching halter and shipping boots making him a little navy monster. hes not that little though.

"aella! Wanna pop pharaoh in his stall?" mr. corner asked walking over to me. i nodded and took pharaoh to where swipers stall was. i noticed swipers stall had a reef of flowers on it. loosing swiper hurt. i really loved him. i opened the stall next to swipers stall. it was empty. i'm not putting pharaoh into swipers stall. i just cant. 

pharaoh went straight to the hay net and started eating it. i took his boots and blanket off and halter and put them away and watched him. i took a few photos and put them on my instagram cause lets be honest pharaoh is very handsome.

after unpacking and getting settled back in i got changed. alex and brook are in hospital and i want to see them. i changed into denim shorts ( probaly would get dress coded if this was a normal school) and a light blue baseball tee.

"Bee said she'd take me in an hour." i mumbled to myself checking the time. the campus felt so empty. maybe cause everyone is in classes or my best friend isnt here. and swiper isnt here. i checked my mail and my heart sank. i'd gotten offers for all my horses. i sighed and quickly responded to a few people who seemed best and put my phone in my pocket. i hurried back to pharaoh.

"i'm just gonna wait here for a bit. your the only friend i have." i sat in his stall and closed my eyes. i was struggling not to cry. my chest was tight. i miss brook. i miss alex. i want to scream i miss swiper so much. i gulped down some worry and dug my nails into my knees trying to take my mind off swiper.

i opened my eyes and looked at pharaoh who was slowly lying down. i watched him. he let out a final grunt as he collapsed to the floor. i hadnt had many horses lie with me.

"you trying to make me feel better?" i asked letting out a sad laugh and gave him a scratch behind his ears. i crossed my legs and moved a little closer. pharaoh nudged me. i hugged him. just wrapped my arms around his neck and burried my face into his short mane and just cried. he lay there obiently.

"i miss swiper so much." i whispered hugging him tighter. i pulled away and wiped the tears from my eyes and gasped for air. i moved closer to pharaoh so i was resting my back on his body. i stroked his head. looking into his eyes everything felt a little better. i kissed his muzzle and got up.

" i gotta see alex and brook now." i dont want to leave him. i sighed and sat back down with him and took a quick selfie and gave him one last super tight hug and got up.

" i'll see you after for a trail ride i promise." i said smiling at him and left the stable. my heart hurts as i leave the stable. the stable next us was swiper. swiper was meant to be the horse i'd win the youth grandpirx on. swiper was meant to be the horse my kids learnt to ride on. swiper was meant to be the one i loved. yes i will always love pharaoh more then swiper. but swiper is still a aprt of my soul. i always knew pharaoh would end up being mine. i rubbed my head as i walked into the dorm and grabbed my hoodie.

swiper was meant to fill the void that rimel left and blue and bonnie will soon leave.

now pharaoh has to fill everyones void.

and i just dont think one horse can fill the void of so many horses.

"aella?" bee asked opening the door.

"come on." she said i nodded and grabbed my phone and followed her to the campus work car. i got in the back seat. the car jumped a bit as it started and we left campus. i really hope brook and alex are okay. if not pharaohs job is gonna get a lot harder.

i cant help feeling like i did this to everyone. if i wasnt so selfish trying to make pharaoh mine flin and alciia would of never hurt alex and brook and never of gotten swiper killed.

"he killed swiper and rimel so im gonna kill him." i whispered under my breathe. 

a few hours later we arrived at the hospital. me and bee gout out and made our way to a desk. bee talked to some people while i just looked at me feet. a man lead us too a a room. i looked up and saw alex. i tried to sprint over but it was a small area to speed walked over and hugged him.

"your okay." i whispered and started crying.

" i missed you too but shouldnt i be crying? im the one with the bullet wounds." Alex said laughing.

"ahem shouldnt i be crying? my best friend didnt even say hi to me." brook said and flipped me off. we both started laughing and i walked over and hugged her.

"so spill hows pharaoh?" brook asked. i knew she was trying to distract me from swiper.

"well he lay down with me." i said. brook squealed and alex smiled.

" i miss swiper though." i whispered. i sat on alexs bed and lay down with him. there wasnt much room cause it was a single but we made it work. i held his hand.

"you saved my life." i whispered in his ear and kissed him. 

" aella you'd be fine. i had to stop you or you'd be in jail for murder." alex said letting out a pined laugh. brook burst out laughing, she knew it was true. then started coughing.

"fuck this i got my ribs broken for you." brook said rubbing her brusied ribs.

" how did i get so lucky?" i asked moving closer to alex so i didnt fall off.

"if you guys even kiss i'm gonna make sure your stay is a lot longer alex and you can join him aella." brook said. her tone was joking but it ahd a tinge of truth and anger. 

"your parents didnt come did they." i whispered. brook shook her head.

"they never even answered the calls."