A mistake

well damn

The silence was loud

Actually pin dropping loud.

Chaewon and sakura stared at each other. Sakuras powdered face very much so evident. Chaewon shuts the door.

"What is on your face"

"I just tripped so im not sure" she replies trying not to seem obvious

" Unnie what's is all that powder"

"Ahhh its baby powder, it helps my skin become softer."

" Can I have some?" chaewon replies as she reaches to touch it

"NO! No no let me clean it" she starts to swipe it up and places it back in the ziplock

Chaewon is still staring at her.

"Let's start going to bed it's pretty late"

"But do you feel okay?"

"Yea im fine just cmon because we still have one more award show tomorrow"

Chaewon sets herself up falls asleep next to sakura and they fall asleep

The next day all of the fimmies are at the last award show of the year. Eunchae and kazuha are playing around while yunjin, sakura and chaewon are getting ready.

" are you guys excited for the party" yunjin yells into the room "sorry eunchae you have to leave early"

"Its fine unnie im tired anyway"

" im actually excited to go catch up with everyone" replies kazuha

"Yea same" chaewon replies

Sakura remains silent

"Im going to the restroom" she announces and then takes off
She runs there and just sits on the little bench inside. No ones there which leaves her and her thoughts.
She didnt want to go to the party because she knew what going to the party entailed.

They would arrive to the party and she'd be with everyone. Yunjin would eventually leave to her friends and so would kazuha. Chaewon and her would make rounds together because chaewon knew she was timid. Then for some reason she would end up in that corner. How? She wouldnt be able to tell you how she became friends with those people but how it started, well thats a story for another time.

Sakura knew what would happen at the party and she didnt want to live that way anymore but she wouldnt be able to hide it much longer and right now she could feel the walls closing on her.

The neon ziplock. Running. All she could do was run back to the room.

"Unnie whats wrong?" eunchae who jumped at the sound of the door

"I just forgot to get something"

She hold a ziplock bag. A neon one. One that chaewon recognizes. She runs back to the restroom.

At the party

Exactly what she thought was going to happen, happened except she was still with chaewon. Well that was until this boy approached her. Lets call him Jay. Jay wasnt an idol but he sure was a producer.

" hey come with us" he tells her

"... chaewon im going to go over there" sakura whispers in chaewons ear

"Are you sure? You dont seem like you want to"

"I'll be fine" with that she is gone

As the night went on yunjin and kazuha had merged groups being the life of the party. Chaewon was with her friends but thats when she caught a glimpse of sakura in that corner. Usually sakura would be sitting and on the verge of passing out when she saw her, but this time shes looking at the older girl looking grim holding a drink which looked like she was forcefully drinking. Next she seen jay hand her something which she ate after people began chanting her name.

Chaewon walks over to that corner. The curiosity got her.

As she approached she grabbed sakuras arm

"Hey whats wrong?"

"Chaewon please get out of here please" she was begging her

"No why whats happening do you want to go home?

Just as she finished asking sakuras corner group begins to call her

"Yah kkura come take this" a line was waiting for her

"Sakura your not doing that"

"Im so sorry"

In one motion sakura was there and ingested it along with another pill being swallowed with a shot of liquor

Chaewon was shocked to say the least. Stunned in fact.

"Sakura what the hell!"

Sakura could hear her as everything around her became a fuzz. It took about two minutes before she came to.

"Chaewon im so sorry please just dont tell the others" sakura looked like she was going to melt away.

"Hey kkura you always give up at this point and last time you said you were going to go full send" a guy from her group said " how about just this last one?" he held up an unfamiliar substance

"Guys look i cant i have to go"

"Well u know the price"

She knew she had to. So she did.

"SAKURA WHAT THE FUCK"

" chaewon please lets go"

They left kazuha and yunjin at the party only telling them that sakura wasnt feeling well but the managers would come back for them.

At their dorm sakura was not there as chaewon moved the girl to her room. Sakura was on cloud 9 and chaewon was on fire.

"Sakura, is that why you have been acting strange? Are those people pressuring you?"

"I'm so so sorry you had to see that. I didnt want that to happen it didnt start that way"

" i need you to explain to me"

" i cant i- i need time"

" you dont have time i have to report this"

"DONT! You cant you dont get it i dont wnat this but i cant help it anymore, its been to long."

"What do you mean?"