A mistake

thoughts

Chaewon didnt think that one all the way

The fimmies were all gathered at the table because chaewon had decided a few weeks prior that they should have breakfast together to talk about their lives and become closer.

Everyone was eating their meals happily and chatting away except for one person. Which was sakura.

She had been coming down from her high and needed relief. That's all she could think about. It was eating at her. But the memory of the night before was killing her more simply because chaewon kept staring at her.

The sound of sakuras fork hitting the porcelain plate rings in everyones ears

"Are you okay?" eunchae asks her

"Im- im fine dont worry"

" are you sure you have hardly ate anything"

" yea im just not that hungry actually"

"Oh okay"

"Kkura you should eat something" chaewon said kind of stern which caused all the members to turn to her.

"Unnie if shes not hungry we shouldnt forcer her;

Sakura got up and left the table which led chaewon to run after her. She pushed open sakuras door to see the older girl hiding under her covers.

"What is the matter with you?" she asks in a soft but harsh way

"Nothing just leave me alone"

"No i want to know why you are behaving like this. After last night you cant be avoiding this anymore. If you need help just say it or better yet if you need to talk to someone im here to listen. If you don't start talking we are going to have to get professional help.

"Its not anything okay? I just have a headache and would like to be left alone"

"We both know its more than that."

"Fine" she sneers " you know what it is... all this time thats what has kept me going. I know i told you how it started but after a while and after using it for this long its what keeps me going. Im like a machine that needs its fuel and you took it all from me. So now im laying here in my bed and i feel like im going to die because i dont know whats happening anymore my body feels like its going to implode simply because all the sudden its missing a valuable material that keeps it running."

"Sakura i-"

"No chaewon- its- you know i dont know. I want to be better but i dont know how and i know you are trying to help but i really dont know"

*A FEW HOURS LATER*

"Guys its winters birthday party tonight are we going?" yunjin screams

"I wanna go! What about you unnie" replies kazuha

" i'll go"

"What about kkura unnie?" yunjin asks

"Let me go ask her"

As she walks to the older girls room she doesnt want her to say yes. Infact she hopes she will say no

"Kkura do you want to come with us to winters party?"

"Hmmmm i'll go"

"Are you sure?"

"Yea i mean shes my friend i feel like i should go"

" im going to tell you right now that if i see you in that corner with those people we are leaving"

"Yes ma'am"

"Okay gang lets go " yunjin yells

Sakura gets up and walks to the door going to that party with one purpose in mind.

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Hey guys sorry for delayed writing but here's my new story. please tell me if I should continue or if its with continuing also feel free to leave comments on anything or if you have suggestions or ideas