Hetalia: Depressed!Spain x Reader

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[World Meeting ]
As always there is lots of arguing, shouting and...sleeping? Yeah Greece is sleeping...

What are you doing here right now? Well, you, my dear reader, are personification of the beautiful country (Your country name). Yep, (Y/C/N) awesome right? Anyway, the only reason you're here is that you want to meet your best friend and HUGE crush... Antonio Fernandez Cariedo, known as Spain. You hoped to meet him here and finaly tell him your feeling or at last do some move.

The only problem is...he's not here...He never skeep meeting without telling you the reason. Or maybe it's because you two haven't talked to each other for about two months! But that's because you were really busy 'cause well, you're a country!

After another pointless hours here, you've decided to ask someone about Spain... And that person is Romano. If anyone knows what's wrong with Antonio, it's him.

,,-You-a potato bastard, who do you-a are to-"
,,Em...Romano!"
,,What the hell-a you want- oh it's you-a ragazza...I-a haven't seen you-a in ages!"
,, Yeah, same here...anyway, I came to ask if you know where Spain is?"
,,I-a haven't got any idea where tomato bastard is!" OK, now you were really scared ... You had to check it yourself.
,,Anyway, thanks. See you later! "
,,Yeah yeah"

~time skip~
You were in Spain's place...thanks God the meeting was close to Spain.

You looked around his yard and saw mess... Like one in horrors! Now you were terrified. You run into house , since the door was open.

There was even a bigger mess. Empty bottles of vine were everywhere.

,,Spain?! Are you here?! Spain!"
No answer. You walked up the stairs to his room and saw him there sitting next to his bed. But it wasn't your happy-go-lucky friend... He was in horrible state. His hair was messier than usualy, his clothes dirty and ripped in some places and bags uder his eyes...not to mention he was terribly pale.

,,Spain!!" He didn't even looked at you. You kneld in front of him
,,Spain? Look at me...please" There were scars on his legs and arms but they weren't from cutting, just accidents. You hold his chin and made him looked at you.
,,(Y/C/N)? You're really here? It's not just my imagination?"
,,No, it's not...It's really me...what, what had happened? " You were worrying mess.
,,You shouldn 't have come here...I'm worthless "He whispered, throat dry from crying.
,,What are you talking about?! You're not worthless! "
,,Yes, I am! You know that! Ask Romano o-or Netherland or even Portugal! They will tell you. They hate me! For past two months no one cared about me, no one calld me or anything like that! No one think about me. Their lifes wouldn't change if I've just died... They wouldn't realize..." He acked like he wanted to cry but he couldn't... He had no more tears...
,,What. The. Fuck. You're. Talking. About?" You had tears in your eyes and he was a bit shocked.
,,(Y-Y/C/N)?"
,,DON' T YOU DARE SAY THAT NO ONE WOULD REALIZE! 'CAUSE THERE IS! THERE IS SOMEONE WHO CARES AND WHO THINK ABOUT YOU.I DO!"Now you were crying mess.
,, Don't you dare..."
,,(Y/C/N) please stop... You know there is nothing special in me to be reason to stay... No mather what I would do no one would love me...I will be alone forever... I don't want this life..."Tears were streaming down his face
,,Yes,there is something special in you! You know that! You're kind, nice, you can always make people smile, I can't imagine what will happen with me if you wouldn't be around. You're the one who can always cheer me up, the one who really understand me. You think that no one will love you but that 's not true. You're handsome! Your messy hair is cute and you have beautiful green eyes that I can look at forever! Not only you're handsome but smart, funny, understanding, you're the best listener, you can make awesome churros and not only that. Spain, you're perfect! In every way! And it's also not the true that no one loves you" It's now or never...
,,I...I love you..." he was shocked and quiet for long time so you take that like rejection and looked down. In the next moment he hugged you tight. You could fell hot tears on your T-shirt. And you didn't care 'cause you were crying too.
,,Thank you, (Y/C/N)... Thank you... I love you too...I was afraid of telling you 'cause we haven't talked for two months and I thought you hate me too..."
,,I would never hate you..."
And here you were hugging each other on the floor crying your eyes out with tears of joy...

~Extra note~
After that incident you talked to Netherland and Romano and asked why they didn't call Spain.
Funny story...Romano broke his phone throwing it at Germany and Netherland was saving his money...heh
Oh and Portugal...No one knows what were his reasons, the only thing he told was,, Big parties, big hangovers... "
Wow!

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