i dont like her..? do i..?

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Valerie's pov:

I wake up to the sound of my phone buzz like crazy and check to see who would text me at 9 in the morning it was Jasmine. A big smile went across my face when I had seen her text

Jasmine: "Hey wanted to know if you would wanna come over?? If that's okay too you yk don't have too!"

I laugh at her texts it's like she's worried and wants me there but always doesn't want me there. Too bad her mom isn't like the best person when it comes too me.

Valerie:
"UH sure yeah, what are we doing?"

Jasmine: "to study! Maybe could sleepover? If you want yk don't have to cause like I don't wanna bother you in any way possible!"

Valerie: "nah ill sleepover if you want me too I know you have been dying to see me! Be there soo wait for me please jas!"

I close my phone and start sweating what the hell? That's weird everytime I hang out with jas it's normal, eh whatever maybe just hot in my room it's 80° degrees today I brush it off.

*gets to Jasmines house*

Jasmine pov:

Ugh where is she I wanna see her where the hell is she looking at the time and back up at the window. Then I see her I run down stairs so fast it felt as if I just flew down them, I run outside to see Valerie

"VAL!!" I scream while she has her hands out and I jump in them, I feel a bit of tears fall down my cheek why was I so happy to see Val that I'm crying? I look so stupid right now

"JAS!" She says as she's hugging me tightly I sniffle I look weird when I cry so it's worse for her when she sees me crying

"Jasmine are you crying" she takes my  face and tilts it up to her and she wipes a tear off my face."aw jas I missed you so much but don't cry!" She says chuckling Somehow my heart skips a beat god what's happening to me this never happens her eyes were so easy to get lost in but I stop.

I push val away from me to avoid anything else werid that would happen "we should get inside." I walk fast to avoid anything mother might not appreciate

*time skips to after studying*

Valerie's pov:

"So val how was your trip find anyone you like there? Any guys??" She looks at me smiling while putting her books away, God I forgot that I have to tell her that I'm not into guys that I'm into girls but I had forgot because I had to get ready.

"U-uhm Jasmine I need to tell you something and I don't want you to say anything until I'm finished what I want to say" I tell her sitting on her bed and holding her hands.

"Oh okay! I won't speak, but could you tell me when I can speak?" She says looking into my eyes, God why is my heart beating so fast maybe because I'm scared or something else!

"Yeah of course, so.. when I was away I got to..let's just say reflect and I think ..well I know that I like girls..and not guys and I want this to be something that won't ruin our friendship at all because I don't wanna lose you jas..." I say my eyes began to fill up with tears but I push them back. I hate being this way. My eyes looking at anything but Jasmine.

"Y-you can speak now." I say voice shaking. At this point I don't even wanna hear what she wants to say I don't want her to be disgusted by me.

"Val I'm really glad you brought this up with me. This won't change anything in the friendship at all I will keep your secret..I don't wanna lose you either I support you val." She says rubbing the back of my hand with her thumb and it gives me comfort that she cares for me.

"Good that's a relive.." I hug her tight and my heart starts to beat fast why does my heart keep beating so fast everytime we hug or touch hands it's like a shock of something but I don't like her like that? Do I?

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