Anybody 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾.

just relief..

Valerie's pov: 

my hearts starts to beat fast to the fact of liking jasmine, i mean for all i know she could be feeling the same way..

"so uh sorry for being weird about this i just wanted you too know so i didn't have too hide it from you.." i say wiping my tears away from my face why do i have to be like this.. jasmine looks at me with her plant like eyes they are so easy to look at i could stare at them but then i caught myself looking at her that i could hear her voice but it sounded muffled because everything stops when i look at her. 

"helloo?? val??" she waves a hand in front of my face to get be back to reality "did you hear anything i said??" she says tilting her head

i snap out of it when she waves her hands in my face "uh no sorry i was a bit distracted..what did you say?" i say listening this full time. 

"i said that what do you wanna do now i mean its getting late and my mom is gonna be coming in here to tell us goodnight and i already told her on the phone you were sleeping over so no need to hide from her today!" she says smiling wide, her smile was so cute.. i caught myself smiling so much but i stop so i don't doze off and dream again.

"oh uh would you wanna sneak out soon? i mean my mom did let me borrow her car because she doesn't go to work tomorrow?" i say hoping she will say yes to it, most of the time i would say it she would be so scared to but that was when were were 15 were now 17 and I'm turning 18 soon. 

"uh sure! im up for it where would we go to the gas station down the road?" she chuckles a bit, we live in a small neighborhood so honestly there wasn't much to go too.

"yeah your right.." i pause thinking of what to do to make this night better than all the others we had growing up. "does your mom still have the alcohol she has but like never dares to touch it because its unholy in her words?" i ask hopefully that her mom still has it.

"yes..she does why?" she says crossing her arms and smirks a bit while doing so. when she does that shes leading on to what im going to say a might say yes to whatever idea i have coming up.

"maybe we could get a bit drunk and maybe stay here or we could walk around our secret area we use to have as kids? what do you say?" hopefully she will say yes i haven't gotten drunk or even high with her and plus jas isnt the holy type she will be down for anything as long as she doesn't get caught doing it. her mom would kill her.

i look at her face to see her contemplating it "sure why not i mean not many teens have this advantage so lets just try it!" she says saying it quietly and softly so her mom thinks were asleep since she had told up goodnight 5 minutes ago 

"great! okay so you know wear it is right?" i say starting to get dressed for going out.

"yeah but she always checks the cabinet to see if anyone has taken it, how are we gonna do that?" she says worried. 

"easy the alcohol is clear so fill it up with water so it looks like no one has touched it." i never have done that but Ive seen it movies so it shoudn't be that hard! right..? 

"seems like you have done this before but okay! mother should be asleep she shuts her door every night so it shouldn't be hard to sneak out and plus the door doesn't make much noise!" she says getting ready to leave. 

*hour later*

*jasmine's pov:*

"ready to leave now?" valerie says lacing up her shoes, i was a bit nervous that we would get caught but i was really bored anyways so doesn't matter!

"uh yes! we just need to get to the cabinet then were all good! and dont worry i know where it is." i say slowly walking down the hallway, when im out of the door valerie reaches from my hand and holds it with her soft hands, it scares me but my heart starts to flutter. why am i like this i dont like her like that! its maybe just relief that it was her holding my hand. yea.. just relief..