The Air I Breath

5. Final

"It is!" his voice barely escapes his face which is buried in Wubi's chest "I'm so sorry! I- you got hurt because of me and- you weren't treated also because of me and...what if you never fucking walk- how will you be an Astronaut now!?"

"Suyu I'm fine I promise I know my body more then any of these doctors" he scoffs comforting him

"I'm so sorry!"

"You should be" Wubi says kissing him on the forehead "I was so lonely"
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4 weeks later

It's been 4 weeks since I woke up I've been trying to catch up...it's not that hard since I have Wubi though but he had his surgery 2 and half weeks ago and honestly I think it-

"BABY!!!" Wubi says coming out the room

"Hi"

"Hi!" He says running to him "I couldn't find you when I woke up!"

"Babe- stop!" He shouts running towards him faster to save him the trouble "The doctor told you! You can't move...I told you not to move just call out-"

"I did! But you didn't answer" he says tearing up as Suyu frowns at the guilt of his zoning out

"Did you have a nightmare again?" He says and Wubi nods like a kid Suyu hugs him and picks him up

"Suyu! Put me down now- no I don't wanna go back to bed- nooooo"

He does that sometimes....he has nightmares almost every night and apparently it's been the same nightmare for about 2 almost 3 months now....he kept it a secret from me while I was still in the hospital but once I came back it was kind of hard for him to keep it from me...he tried sleeping on the couch for a while- thought he was mad at me but after he had surgery we had to sleep together...I accidentally heard him talking in his sleep and from what he said in his dream the accident replays in his head every night and I just...he doesn't find me in the car...in his head it was like I flew out of the car the doctor says it's PTSD...he says it'll leave at some point but it hurts watching him suffer like that because of me...he suffered so much while I simply laid in bed...for weeks

"-yu! Suyu!!"

"Mm!?" He says with a slight jump

"Why...are you zoning out?" Wubi says observing him from the bed

"Uh- I was just thinking about what I should make for Mao and Bokuang- they're coming over"

"Just order take out" he says nonchalantly "they're not special" he mumbles

"Mm?"

"I said! You're not fully recovered yet!"

"Mm" he slightly chuckles "I'm fine! I want to cook"

"Is Mo Yi coming too?" Wubi says with a smirk and Suyu groans

"Wubi! Stop doing that it's not funny!!"

"What? He's in jail...and I think it's funny"

"What I don't find funny is that you chopped off two of that man's fingers" he exhales stomping around the room doing whatever

"What???" He says like a kid "I warned him! Okay look...I was thinking cutting off his Dick but that would've just killed him so...I cut his fingers- plus I gave him way more character! He's gonna thank me later in life" Wubi scoffs folding his arms as if he's proud and Suyu simply shakes his head with judgement

"Aren't y'all blood? Your family scares me" he scoffs and Wubi claps

"Fucking FI-NA-LLY!!!" he says clapping "they should!! My family are maniacs" he says and Suyu stares at him nodding "what?"

"N-no it's just that....I could tell-"

"What's that supposed to mean?!" He says and Suyu runs out laughing "SUYU! Are you saying I'm a M- I AM NOT A MANIAC!!!"

"YOU TOOK 2 FINGERS FROM SOMEONE!!!!" he says from out the door laughing

I guess you could say everything worked out in the end...but once Wubi's legs heal perfectly I will be able to say that confidently! doctors say I might suffer some brain damage but I feel fine right now and that's all that matters! maybe later on in life I'll suffer from SOMETHING but as long as I grow old and gray with Wubi...I can handle it all because the most important thing to humans is the air they breath and to me- that's Wubi

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