Chap 1

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Prodigy

I should of known he would just reject me and hurt me like he did. What he said echoed in my mind.

"I will never in my entire damn life have feelings for you, Prodigy."

"You are a disgusting human being to me."

"Stay away from me if you know what's good for you."

I silently cried my eyes out remembering those awful words. Ray and Roc are still hanging out with me. I love my bros and they understand me to some extent. Roc went to his room, the one he was reluctantly sharing with Prince. Ray stayed to comfort me while I got over my heart being broken.

I heard arguing coming from Roc and Prince's room. I don't care so I just lay in my bed thinking about what to do with my life. Ray was looking at me with a worried expression. Hes been helping me cope with the fact Prince was an ass to me. I honestly don't want to be here anymore.

Prod, don't decide this! What about Ray and Roc!

They''ll be fine without me

Prod, you stupid bastard, Ray and Roc still care about you!

I look at them then I burst out crying. Ray was the first to rush to me. I cried in his chest as he tried to get me quiet down. Keisha and Walter already know about why I cry so much. Ray already knew because he was the first one I told it to.

Roc came over and comforted me as well. They decided to take me out and so we left out after I calmed down with my tears.

"Prod, everythings gonna be fine without Prince, okay just be happy you still have us" says Ray in the most caring way possible. I look at him and nod as we walk. I never really noticed how sexy ray looked until now.

Maybe I could stay...for awhile longer

Finally, a smart decision

Man, why do you gotta be so mean....

Just shuttup and enjoy your day..

Roc and Ray took me around town just to get my mind off some things. Honestly, I have not clue what or who the problems were anymore.

"Feeling better, Prod?" Roc asked as we came from the mall and started to head back. I nodded and I don't know what came over me but I leaned closer to Ray.

Ray

Honestly, I was really lost in thought while walking with Prod and Roc. Soon as we were heading back to the hotel, Prod leaned closer to me. I don't know why but I felt butterflies in my stomache. I just smiled at Prod and we went inside.

Prince was by their room door and gave Prod a look of disgust. Prod didn't seem to care as much like he did a few hours ago. He went to look for Walter, I guess he probably wanted to room with me or either Roc.

"Is he going to do what I think he is?" Roc asks. I just merely nodded knowing the outcome of it. Prod comes out going to his room.

"He came out happy, you don't think...." I nodded and looked at him. "One of us is rooming with Prince now" I say not really happy about it.

Hopefully its not me.....I really don't like his blexican ass right nao.

I see Prince come out with his stuff pissed. I went in the room grabbing all my shit heading to Prod's room. He opened the room door after I knocked and I put my stuff on the bed.

I saw Prod's face light up after seeing me. I guess he did pick me over Roc. He was acting all sheepishly around me which I'll admit was kinda cute.

Wait a minute. ...did I just say that..

No, but your thinking it

Why?...

Isn't it obvious? You like Prodigy.

Well....I mean. ..maybe..but why is this happening now....

Love works in mysterious ways, my friend. You gotta learn that for yourself.

Ugh...more lessons....

Prodigy snapped me back into reality by giggling. I looked at him and he smiled at me. I smiled back then put on my beats listening to them. Prodigy sat next to me on my bed but in his eyes I could still see the confusion.

I look at him suddenly mesmerized by his eyes but I shake my head and pick up my laptop. Prodigy has the saddest expression on his face like he really wanted to kiss me. I wrapped an arm around him.

"Prod?" I say. "Yea Ray?" He looks at me lost in thought. "What if I said you could have someone better than Princeton?" He looks at me like I'm crazy for a minute then goes into a pondering mode of thinking. "That depends on who your talking about."

"Me." I mumble lowly. Prodigy looked at me shocked. "Err..I....well....I dunno..." I took off my beats and put them on the bed then got out clothes I was going to wear. "I'm going to take a shower" I mumble.

"Can I-" I shook my head then walked in the bathroom closing the door behind me.

Prodigy

I tried to ask if I could join him but he shook his head at me. Soon the water is turned on and I begin to think.

Nice going, you just killed Ray's mood

I didn't mean to... I was just shocked....

Didn't mean to? The boy looks crushed.

I still kinda want Prince....

Ray is better and you know it, Prince REJECTED you...get over him already...

I can't.....

You can't or you won't?....

Both....

Nigga, you pathetic...you got a guy thats actually giving a fuck about you and your choosing the asshole over him....pathetic.

Well sorry. ..I ain't mr perfect...

I finally realized the water had stopped and I look up and bam!

I see Ray with water dripping down his chest and a towel around his waist. Oh dear lord someone please help me before I tackle this boy to the ground.

He was smirking, "Like what you see?" I turn red as I realize he caught me staring at his bare body. I quickly turned around embarrassed. I heard him chuckle and when I turned back around he was fully dressed and sitting beside me.

He cupped my cheek bringing my face closer to his and he crashed his lips into mine. I swear I felt sparks and i wrapped my arms around his neck.

"What the fuck!" Me and Ray jerked back from each other to see a surprised but mad Prince.

What's he all mad about?

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