IAN
I'm nervous as fuck as I ring on her doorbell. After a lil while she opens the door and she just wearing sweats and she still lookin good. She gives me a long hug and gently kisses my neck. "I was worried sick did Hore find out bout the bags?" she looks stressed and I see dark circles under her eyes. I hug her and start gently rubbin on her back. "I'm good you don't gotta worry bout me"
We sit on the couch and she brings some choclete chip cookies and we start munching. She turns to me. "Didn't you say you got sum to tell me?" Oh shit. "Remember when I tol you you don't gotta worry bout Leon no more , well it's cuz he dead" She gets up and puts her hands round her waist lookin horrified. At this point bitch gon loose her mind if I tell her I killed him. I get up and try to sit her down but she ain't sittin. "Fuckin hell" I see tears in her eyes as if she loved the nigga. Fuck she cryin for? She sits on the ground and grabs on her hair tears fallin. "His mama's in the hospital oh shit!" she crys and screams in the kitchen and I'm thinkin I can't fuckin tell her I killed him.
"Hey! Calm the fuck down we were all shocked I mean for god's sake that was my fuckin homeboy!" she looks at me suspiciously. "Wait a minute wait a fuckin minute Ian" she says pointing her finger at me. "The message you sent me," She walks closer to me and I gotta go backwards cuz Ion want to do this to her. "The way you talked about Leon_" she steps even closer. I see her eyes lookin somewhere on my pants and I notice she tryna look for the glock. Bitch smarter than I thought. One slip and she finds out. Oh shit the blood on my shoes. Fuckkkkkk! She looks at my shoes and I see her tryna run away. She ain't goin nowhere. I grab on her hard. I really didn't wanna do this. "Sorry I'm doin this" I press the needle hard on her neck and she falls over me and I make sure I grab her quick before she hit her head.
If I stay here it ain't gon be good for either of us. I got an uncle at Jamaica we ain't that close but he the closest thing I got to family. Ima try and keep us safe.
