Solace {M.YG}

Chapter 10

Blue

"Uhn uh," Blue says as she takes the pickles as well as the tomato and the cheese off her burger. "Why didn't you just tell them to make the burger without those things if you didn't like it?" Lina asks Blue as she eats a fork full of pasta. "I usually do like it but now it's just upsetting my stomach, it tastes nasty," Blue tells her and Lina just looks at her friend.

"That shit just taste nasty now," Blue says dipping a fry in her chocolate milkshake. Lina watches her carefully and she has a bunch of questions running through her hand. "Blue have you gotten your period yet? I remember you complaining to me about not getting it," Lina asks her and Blue sighs shaking her head. "I didn't , now it's extremely late," she says and that worries Lina.

A million thoughts are running through her head at the moment. She's been noticing Blue's behaviour since she got here. It started when Yoongi dropped her off, she was all pouty when he left. Lina asked her about it and she responded with 'why he always gotta be so far away?'. At first Lina just thought it was cute but then when they were shopping for makeup products they passed the section and Blue started gagging and complaining that scents are too much for her.

Lina thought that maybe she just has a sensitive nose. They then made their way into a store where they saw cute pajama sets and Lina was saying how her boobs are swelling and painful most days. Blue said hers has been too and she's just been feeling more tired than usual. And now the whole situation with the food, Lina only has one question and it's a very important one.

"You said you're on birth control right?" Lina asks and Blue nods. "And you and Yoongi have been using condoms right?" Lina asks again and Blue freezes in her spot slowly looking at Lina. "He came inside me every time we've had sex, and I think I might've missed a few days of taking my birth control but I'm sure we're still fine right?" Blue looks at Lina.

"Honestly Blue, from what you just told me and from what I've been noticing I don't think so," Lina tells her and Blue puts her head in her hands. She doesn't want to believe it. She has too much going on right now. And it's not that she trusts Yoongi, it's just that she didn't want a baby right now. It'll be too soon for her. "We can get a test, I can call Joon to pick us up and we can go and test at my place" Lina says reaching over the table taking Blue's hand in her own. "O-Okay," Blue says and Lina nods.

They finish up their lunch and they go half on the bill. They make their way to a pharmacy to grab a bunch of pregnancy tests. Lina texts Namjoon to pick them up and he lets her know he's on his way. She tells him okay and that she loves him before putting her phone away. Lina holds Blue's hand rubbing it gently, just to reassure her. She knows this is a big deal but she wants Blue to know that she's here for her no matter the result.

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"You okay?" Lina asks Blue as she places the pregnancy test on the counter. When they got back to Namjoon's and Lina's place, the two girls headed straight for the bathroom. Blue hid the pregnancy tests in her back because they didn't want Namjoon to see. Lina stayed in the bathroom the whole time, now they're just waiting for 3 minutes to be up. To be frank, it feels like it's dragging for Blue.

"I'm nervous, scared and I feel sick all at the same time," Blue says and Lina nods. She understands why Blue is feeling like this. "Can you look for me?" Blue asks Lina. Lina walks towards the bathroom counter. She stops to look at Blue "listen Blue, I just want you to know that no matter what I'm here for you okay and I'll support you and whatever decision you make" Lina tells her and Blue starts crying.