"Knock, knock."
Roseanne glanced up from her desk and smiled at the face in her doorway. The first smile she'd felt in days...maybe weeks. As she leaned back in her chair, late afternoon sunlight spilled through the windows of her fourteenth-floor office at Choi Publishing, bathing her in warmth. "Hey, Siwon."
Siwon Song, her managing editor, dropped into the chair across from her. "Looks like you're getting settled in."
She looked over her cramped office. Stacks of journals sat against one wall. A half-empty box was pushed up against the bookshelf. She'd managed to set out a few pictures of Miles, a chunk of conglomerate, an obsidian rock she'd picked up hiking a few months back. Papers littered her desk, and framed art leaned against the wall, waiting to be hung. "Trying to. Not making much progress, I'm afraid."
"How's the article coming?" He reached for the glass paperweight shaped like a frog that sat on the corner of her desk. Miles had given it to her for Mother's Day last spring, during his frog stage. Resting an ankle on his opposite knee, Siwon passed the paperweight from hand to hand.
She ran her fingers over her hair, hoping to wipe away some of the tension coursing through her. It wasn't the job leaving her stressed but being here in Seoul. So close to the answers she was searching for, so far away from them at the same time. "Geochemical Discrimination of Five Lava Dams on the Somjin River? It's coming along."
"Sounds interesting. Can't wait to read it." His hazel eyes sparkled. In the afternoon sunlight, she could just make out a patch of gray hair, right at his temples.
She couldn't help but laugh. Only a couple of science nerds could enjoy something like that. But she sensed he wasn't here because he questioned her work. He knew she was competent, that she knew the job inside out. Geology came to her like second nature. He was here because he was worried.
Her lips pursed. "Stop looking at me like I'm going to fall apart. I'm fine, Siwon."
"Are you?" His brow lifted. "I wouldn't be much of a friend if I didn't worry."
"I know. And I appreciate it. But I'm fine. We're getting by. The place you loaned us in Daecheon Beach is perfect."
"I'm glad you like it. How's Miles?"
"Okay." She thought about her four-year-old son. "He loves being near the ocean. But...it's hard for him right now. He misses Jaehyun." She did too, although she hated to admit it. No matter what he'd kept from her, no matter how strained their relationship was, she still had trouble believing he could have intentionally done anything to hurt her. There had to be a logical explanation for the secrets he'd kept hidden for so long.
Which was why she'd called Siwon and finally taken him up on his offer of a job here in Seoul. Why she'd taken Miles and hopped on a direct flight to South Korea. Her last act of rebellion was dyeing her hair blonde as soon as she arrived. She needed a new start, but she also had to find the answers. She had to know what really happened.
"I know there's not a lot I can do," he said. "And I know you won't lean on me even if I offer."
A grin curled her lips. He knew her so well.
"Regardless," he went on, "I'm offering, Roseanne. I want to help."
"I appreciate it. Really. Just giving me a job was the best thing you could have ever done."
"That freelance work you were doing for the Kyoto office wasn't anywhere near your potential."
Her smile faded. Jaehyun hadn't wanted her to work. He'd wanted her to stay home, to, as he put it, "get better". She'd started writing freelance articles for a geology magazine based out of Kyoto because she'd needed to do something to keep busy. But they both knew if Jaehyun hadn't died, she wouldn't be here now.
