How to be a lesbian in Westeros

Chapter 5: The Fire and the Sea union.

Two years had past since your brother married Alicent Hightower, she already had a son and she was bold enough to name him Aegon II, your brother Daemon was furious by that, you were angry, but you were worried about Rhaenyra, you knew that the council and Otto were pushing the King to name him the heir, and that saddened for your niece, it wasn't fair, it was disrespectful towards Rhaenyra, but also to Rhaenys, they took the crown away from her and you didn't wanted to happen the same to your nice, you also knew that Viserys was searching a husband for her daughter, Rhaenyra didn't wanted to marry, she wanted to have a live like yours, and they were only two people she would marry, Alicent, and your brother Daemon, you discovered about them a few months ago, you were so angry that you kicked out Daemon from Dragonstone, you came to terms with what they did, Viserys would never let that happen, so he send Daemon away to marry Rhea Royce, Daemon left without saying goodbye to you, and now you were back alone on Dragonstone, with only a couple nights every month which you could enjoy the company of Rhaenys, sometimes with Laena and Laenor too.
You were tired of this, tired of being left alone, sometimes you wished you had a husband, at least you could have company, someone to rely on, you also thought of cutting what you had with Rhaenys, it was too painful, you learned that Corlys had gained interest in her wife again, so you were back with having to share her, since he left the seas for a time to stay with her wife and their kids, theirs, not yours, theirs.
You hated this, so you made a decision and went back to living at the Red Fortress, Viserys and Rhaenyra were happy, however Rhaenys wasn't pleased with your decisions, she said that the two of you wouldn't se each other often, that she couldn't go as much to Kings Landing, the only response you gave her was that you were tired of being alone, so you left.
You never thought that you could stay away from Rhaenys that long, but here you were, two months since you parted from Dragonstone, you missed her, but at least here you have the company of another woman, Mysaria your informan, she made you feel like you were the only thing that mattered in the world, you knew that she had been a whore in the past, but she wasn't anymore, and she choose you as her companion on the bed, and you were very pleased by that, the sex with her was good, very good, still not as good as it was with Rhaenys, you knew that the difference was because with Rhaenys it had love, with Mysaria just friendship and good attraction.
You felt bad for doing that to Rhaenys, she had no choice with Corlys, you did, and doing this to her by choice was breaking you inside, you just couldn't bare with the loneliness.
One day you were siting with the council and your brother, they were arguing about who should marry Rhaenyra, you knew that she would have to marry someone and you came with a idea, you knew about Laenor tendencies and you thought that maybe this marriage could make things easier for both of them, you made your move.
-Maybe we should consider Laenor Velaryon for Rhaenyra, it's a good alliance, keeping the Valyrian blood, and also we could make amends with Corlys, what do you think your grace?
Otto glared at you, he was already upset with you being a part of the council, but you having a word was something he didn't liked, and he made sure to show you with his looks.
-Sister, that's a brilliant idea, since you have a fond relationship with our cousin Rhaenys, why don't you go yourself to Driftmark and discuss the idea with them.
Sure it was your idea, but you didn't thought that it would backfire like this, of course you wanted to see her, you missed her, but you didn't want to see them together, the things between you two were tense since Corlys wanted more time with his wife.
You looked at your brother, nodding at his idea.
-Very well brother, I will go on my way right now.

As you arrived to Drifmark you were received by Laena and Laenor, both running to hug you, whispering to your ear
-We missed you mom-.you smiled to them kissing both of their heads.
-I missed you both so much my little dragons, but I came to discuss something with your mother and father, by the Kings words, where are they?
-They are on the throne room, Laenor will go to tell them about your arrival, I will lead you to our guest chambers so you can take a bath and rest a little.
-It's not necessary, I'm not staying much, and if I need to rest Dragonstone is near here, it's not necessary Laena dear, thank you.
-You don't want to stay here with us?
-It's not that, I don't feel comfortable with your father around.
They both looked at you understanding your feelings.
The three of you arrived to where Corlys was sat, at the throne, and Rhaenys standing by his side.
-Princess Aeriana, a pleasure to see you, what news do you have from the Capital?
-I came to you and Princess Rhaenys with an offer from my brother, the King, he's looking for a husband to his daughter, the heir, and he thought about you and your family, he desires to wed Rhaenyra to your heir, Laenor Velaryon.
You saw Rhaenys watching straight at you, in disbelief.
-I see it is a good offer Princess, how about you stay for dinner and we can discuss about it? the guest room is available for you, you can rest until then.
-If you don't mind lord Corlys, I will go to rest to Dragonstone, I didn't went there since two months ago and I miss my home.
-Of course Princess, I shall wait your return at noon.
As he said that, you looked one last time ti Rhaenys and went back to where your dragon was.
You were at your chambers and you knew it wouldn't take Rhaenys long to come to you, you saw Meleys arriving to Dragonstone a couple of minutes ago.
She went to your chambers with an angry face.
-Are you out of your mind? how could you do this? It's dangerous for Laenor, that marriage will destroy him.
-The King said..
-Cut the crap, I know it's your idea, it has your name all over it, I know you Aeriana.
-It is the safest way for them to survive, I know about his tendencies, he will do as he pleases and so Rhaenyra, it's just a marriage, a political one.
-And what if Rhaenyra have kids and they're not nothing alike to Laenor. Or what about when your brother dies and the council wanting to proclaim Aegon as King, he will be in danger.
-I will not let any harm happen to Laenor or Rhaenyra, they will not do that such a thing, she's the heir.
-He's my son, I don't want anything to happen to him.
-He's my son too, I will protect him, I promise.
-He's not your son, he's mine, I don't like that idea, but my husband seems to be very pleased about it.
You looked at her with hurt in your eyes, giving her your back.
-You came to make your point, you did, now leave I want to rest before going back to Driftmark for dinner.
She approached you hugging you from behind.
-I'm sorry I said that, It was said out of rage, he is your son, I'm sorry my love, he is.
You step away from her arms making your way to the bathtub.
-I want to take a bath, please leave.
-Shall I make you company, my love?
-Don't say that.
-Say what?
-My love.
-But, Aeriana, you are.
-No I'm not, he is, he is your husband, your love, I'm just someone you screw time to time.
-Don't say that, you're more than that, you know.
-Am I? because it surely doesn't feel like it.
-You are, he's just my husband, the person they forced me to marry, but you are the one I want, just you, I would leave him in a heartbeat if I could, you must believe me, please.
-Please, go
-No, I won't
She approached me, taking my hand leading the both of us to the bathtub, she started undressing herself looking straight to my eyes.
-Stop that, don't, you must know something first.
She stopped undressing looking to you with a confused look.
-What's wrong?
-I didn't want to come to see you because it was hard being near you knowing that he desires you again, so I stayed there, and while I was there me and Mysaria my informant from when I lived in Dragonstone, grew together, we had sex a few times, I'm sorry, I felt terrible, but I just was so lonely-. you said looking to the floor.
She approached you, tugging at your chin so you could look at her.
-I won't say that this doesn't hurt me, because it does, but I can keep you to myself although it's the only thing I want, I can't give you what you want, I just can offer myself and my love for you as long as you'll want it. If you find someone that can give what I can't I will let you go if that's what you want, I'm asking for you to keep me by your side as long as you'll have me.
You took her hand from your cheek, and kissed the inside of it, you started to undress her, pressing soft kisses to her bare skin, when she was naked, you give her your back, tugging at your shirt so she could take it from you, when she did, she approached to you, placing her hands on your breast, tugging at your nipples while you moaned, she lowered her hands ti the botton of your trousers undoing it. Once both of you were naked, you entered the tube lowering yourself tugging at her so she would sit between your thighs, Rhaenys pressed her back to your front, and your hands were straight to her breast massaging them while you left kisses in her neck, licking and biting at her, one of your hands stayed in her left breats, the other lowered to her cunt, your fingers began to move up and down, teasing her, pinching her clit as she let out desperate moans.
-Please put them inside, fuck me, I've missed you touching me, your caresses, your hands, your fingers, your mouth, fuck me Aeriana, please.
You let your hot breath near her ear, biting her earlobe.
-As you wish, my Queen.
You entered her with two fingers, moving your fingers quickly, while your thumb touched her clit, making circles on it. She screamed your name in pleasure, letting out uncontrollable moans. While you fucked her, you whispered in her ear how much her body turned you on, how much you wanted her and that no one could ever compare to her, to what she made you feel. When you began to feel the walls of her pussy closing around your fingers, you added a third, and you started to push into her harder, touching her weak spot with your fingers, the one you knew would make her cum on your fingers.
And with a guttural moan, Rhaenys came in your hand, breathing heavily, she turned her head to place it in the crook of your neck, leaving a kiss there.
-It's been incredible, I've missed you, when we get out of here I'm going to take you to your bed and claim your body as mine, I need to taste you, I need you to cum in my mouth.
-I'm not done with you, I missed you so much love.
-Don't leave me ever again, please my love, this past two had been a living hell, come back to Dragonstone for visits and I shall make you company when you come.
-I will, don't worry.
-Now, my love, may you accompany me to your bed?
-Lead the way, my Queen.

Later on the evening both of you made your way back to Driftmark, Corlys was waiting both of you with Laenor and Laena by his side.
-Shall we start discussing wedding arrangements Princess?
-Indeed my Lord, the King says that the wedding could happen in two weeks from now, he offers for both Rhaenyra and Laenor to live on the capital, and their first son will be the heir of Rhaenyra as the second born will inherit Driftmark after you, is that is alright with you.
-And I assume as tradition their sons will take their father's last name?
-Their sons will be Velaryon's but as the first born take the throne will be by Targaryen's name.
-I can agree with that, pleasure to make business with you, Princess. I assume you will returning to Kings Landing soon?
-I will return tomorrow, my Lord.
-I would offer a room here, but I assume that you prefer returning to Dragonstone for the night?
-Your assumptions are right Lord Corlys, It was a pleasure sharing this evening with you all, but I shall return to Dragonstone, I will return tomorrow morning. You will receive a raven with the details, we expect on Kings Landing by the end of the week.
And with that you said your goodbyes and went back to your home.

When you went back to the Capital, you were received with Rhaenyra, she wasn't happy.
-It was your idea? how could you make this to me?
-Here it's not the place to discuss this, dear niece, go to your chambers, I will be there shortly, I promise.
As you entered your niece's chambers, she was sitting on her bed, with teary eyes.
-Why?-.she said
-He was pretty confident on marrying you, the council was pushing him, they where proposing Lannister's Blackwood's, he's the safest option, you know that he doesn't desire women, it's a political marriage, it was the only thing I could do to ensure your safety and his.
-But I don't want to marry Laenor, aunt.
-I know that, but you will be free to do whatever you want, and I will keep you and Laenor safe.
-And you will stay here?
-Yes, dear.
-What about Rhaenys?
-I will go to Dragonstone time to time and she will come here to visit, it's alright, besides I was lonely there since I kicked Daemon.
-I sorry about what both of us did, but I miss him, I would marry him.
-It is not possible, Viserys would never allowed that. Now I must go, the council is waiting for me and the news of an incoming wedding.

When you arrived the council and your brother were waiting for you.
-Princess Aeriana, which news do you have from Driftmark?-. Otto asked
-Lord Corlys and Princess Rhaenys accepted the marriage proposal to their son, and they agreed with everything.
-Dear sister, I knew that they wouldn't resist with you, well done.
-No, certainly Princess Rhaenys wouldn't resist to your sister-. Otto said.
You looked at him with anger, not understanding how come he could know something about the two of you.
-What's that supposed to mean, Lord Hand?-. you asked, challenging him.
-You know well what I'm meaning with this.
-I could have your tongue for this Otto, don't play a game you can't win.
-Stop with all of that, leave everyone but you sister, I must speak with you.
You followed Otto with your gaze as him and the others left the room.
-What he was implying by that, is it true?
-Brother..
-Is it?
-Look, you know that I never wanted to marry, but it was not because of what implies getting married, is because I never wanted to marry a man, I like women.
-It is a sin Aeriana.
-Father knew and he understood, he protected, Daemon too, why can't you understand?
-They knew?
-Yes
-Sister I don't understand that, by I can understand why you like women, I do like them too, I will protect you, as they did, but this can't be known, and what you have with Rhaenys must end, she's a married woman.
-Everyone has affairs on their marriage, why can't she? because we're two women?
-Certainly, yes. It's dangerous Aeriana.
-I will not cease that brother, and you will not forbid me. Because if you do I will leave, and you will never see me again, and surely you will loose and asset, me and Meraxes will disappear, I'm your confidence conqueror, Daemon will not follow your orders, surely not Rhaenys if you're the reason of why I left. What are you gonna choose brother?
-Aeriana you're on thin ice.
-Don't challenge me, you are my brother and the King, and I love you, but she is the sun to me, don't take my sun from me or everything will burn.
-If I let this continuing, you must keep it away from here, I don't want the walls speaking about this, do you understand?
-I will go back to Dragonstone as many times as I want, and Rhaenyra and Laenor will have guards all the time, understood?
-My daughter already has guards all the time, but sure, we can make it happen for Laenor too.
-I want guards that I can trust, that are loyal to me and only me.
-As you wish sister, we have a deal. The wedding will be in two weeks, when should we wait for the arrival of our guests?
-At the end of the week, we should start preparing everything Viserys.
-I'm sure the maids can do it perfectly fine, I want you to go to Runestone to see how our brother is doing.
-I'm not sure he wants to see me, we didn't saw each other's since I kicked him out.
-You're his weakness, he will be pleased to see you, perhaps not at the beginning.
-Fine, but I just came back, can I leave tomorrow and rest today? I'm too tired to face his grumpy face.
-Of course, you can go now.