3. "Accept disappointment"

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When I woke up the next morning my heart felt heavy, I stood up and fully got dressed. I looked in the mirror before brushing my teeth, my mind was running all I wanted was maya her hands all over me her love her touch. But she doesn't want me, I walked out of my room and outside ignoring every glance or stare. "Hey pretty boy." Maya was infront of my immediately when I stepped out of the house. I looked at her in shock before softly scoffing and walking past her. I was already ignoring her texts why would I want to talk to her.

I ignored her and started to walk down the street I felt her eyes watch me leave and apart of me began to get teary eyed. When I looked up I saw esme and I ran up to her, "CYY" she screamed loud enough for the whole block to hear I turned making sure maya was still watch while she hugged me, I wrapped my hand around her waist before kissing her cheek gently. "Hey es" I smiled as she linked her arm in mine and we started walking.

I bit my inner cheek and esme stopped to turn, she looked at me before leaning against a lamp post. "Talk now asshole why did you want me to upset that girl?" She smirked and I looked at her. "I like her I guess and," my statement stopped and I frowned gently, "I'll just show you." I pulled up the video from last night putting it in esmes face. She grabbed my phone and slightly smirked. "Let's kill two birds with one stone." She mumbled grabbing me pulling me up to her. I was abit shocked but followed her lead, she grabbed my phone and set it up. She grabbed my hand making us take a few steps back, she moved her arms around me and looked up at me making me laugh. "If your gonna be making people jealous you gotta do better then that" she lectured me slightly.

"That's good enough" I replied smiling gently, I grabbed my phone and turned off the video. She took my phone out of my hand and went to post it, I grabbbed my phone and put it in my pocket. "I don't know es" I was hestitant, I looked at my phone seeing the background maya left. I couldn't help but feel just sad. "Come on let's go wuss puss" she replied as we kept walking down the road.

Once we reached the school, walking in felt hectish. My body felt tired and my heart was heavy my eyes looked drained and my body was numb. I looked around seeing Nate have his hand around Mayas shoulder, she looked at me her soft gaze before Bianca grabbed my hand and led me the other way. "Hey babe" she smiled looked at me, "hey" I replied before she kissed me gently. I didn't really kiss back, she was blushing slightly.

"Yooo" Gavin said walking up to me and glancing at Bianca, "oh yeah you" he mumbled in a snarky tone. She scoffed and looked at me then him before I shrugged walking away. "DID YOU SEE MAYA WITH NATE" Gavin practically screamed I quickly covered his mouth seeing maya and Nate look at us. "Shut the fuck up gav " I replied before gently smiling and waving at them. "Yeah it fucking hurts but they aren't even dating, plus it's not like I can get out of this stupid relationship yet." I noted. Gavin and I walked to our class sitting down I leaned back in a chair and looked at Nate who walked in.

I faked cough before gently coughing in my hand, "slut." I made sure it was loud enough for him to hear me. "What Cyrus?" He asked me and I looked him gently smiling. "I think we know what I said skank" I replied in a snarky tone. "You mad she's gonna choose me?" He asked and I shrugged . "From what I seen you don't have a dick like mine Nate" I replied looking at him. I made sure he know that she was mine and is gonna be mine, "Cyrus you fucking whore." He snarled before throwing a punch at me, I stepped back abit before looking up at up making sure I wasn't bleeding. I tackled him on the floor before puching him a few times, "HEY CYRUS." Gavin pulled me off slapping me gently.

"What is daddy gonna think." He asked me gently and I looked at him then at Nate before spitting on him. "I'm going to the office before I'm sent, bye Gavin." I mumbled before looking down at Nate, "later bitch" I smirked walking out of class. Maya was walking by and noticed my bloody nose, she stopped and cupped my face looking at me. Her touch was soft and genuine she smelt like vanilla and lavender. I admired her before looking at her snarling gently. "Ask Nate" I walked to the office and sat down.

"Again? Cyrus" the office lady lectured me, I stood up and smiled at her. "You love seeing me here Mrs. Turner" i replied before he put a bandaid on the cut by the side of my cheek. I was kinda cocky with some of the teachers, but Mrs turner was my favourite. "Yeah yeah" she mumbled before shooing me off.

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