His bunny smile, that sparkling doe eyes, soft and silky black hair, sharp jawline, Tiny mole under his pink bow lips, Toned body with defined arms and legs,tall and lean figure....and guess what? He's not mine.
So, hii I'm jimin ...the last and most undesirable member of BTS , even though I changed a lot and people call words like beautiful,pretty,cute,sexy,handsome ,etc.What's the use if the one you want belongs to the other and that also to your one and only soulmate. If I'd prefer sides between my crush and soulmate It'll always be my bestie...that's taehyung and the one who I'm in love with is jungkook. Both are in a relationship since one month which no one had any idea about until they announced yesterday in the middle of thousands of fans and shippers.
To say that I was not devastated is an understatement because the time when I heard those words I couldn't digest the fact that I can't even admire jungkook from afar like I always do, It's a sin to even look towards a man my best friend has an interest in.
They both were smiling at each other all the time. All taekookers were happily cheering for them, I know they hate me a lot,I saw millions of posts demeaning me just because I show affection towards my maknae which they couldn't tolerate...all they wanted was taehyung and jungkook to get in a relationship and that happened today,They're happy I'm happy because I don't want people to hate me ...I've already gone through so much until now
When we came backstage everyone was congratulating them.We all even hugged both and suggested to finally go on a date. I smiled with my shattered heart which was aching so much seeing jungkook hugging and pecking taehyung's cheeks in front of all. He didn't like when I used to do the same, Every time I hugged him he pushed me away or If I pecked him on his cheeks he'd call me clingy and say that he doesn't like this much affection...he hates this much of a skin ship
Now I understand that he never liked me at all not that I didn't try to make him. Each and every member of BTS somewhat hates my behaviour they don't like how I act ,how I talk or how I cling to them. Jungkook was no other case though and I don't blame him. Why would he tolerate a person like me?
I decided then and there that no matter what I won't give up on my dream. I'll improve myself to well fit in this group and make my fans and parents happy and proud if it costs me my love towards jungkook then I'll do it because respect comes first than love.
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"Minie, please help me pick an outfit for my date. I'm really confused right now"
Taehyung insisted to jimin who was just sitting by window staring into space when his attention diverted towards his yelling bestfriend.
"Tae, you know you look good in anything just go with what makes you comfortable" jimin smiled looking towards his confused soulmate still unable to decide between two outfits.
"This one" jimin pointed out.
"Oh I was also looking forward to wear it someday. Thankyou mochi" tae smiled hugging his other half
"You know I'm still not use to this type of bond. I mean I was close with jungkook from the day I entered this group but now that we are in a relationship I feel something's off about it. I miss out bickering,he's just changed into a totally caring and affectionate person " tae shared his thoughts with jimin who was as confused as him not understanding the sudden change in atmosphere
"I mean -things change when you get into a relationship. There's a lot to risk and I'm proud of you to take that step.I know our jungkookie he'll get adjusted with you too,it's difficult to be a bestfriend and then a boyfriend"
"Oh jimin! You are a gem you know. What'd Id done if I didn't have you huh?" Tae side bumped jimin laughing with each other.
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