ThE hidden love

chapter : 6

Get stuck in between what I have to do or not so i told him to give me some time to think about it and get ready to leave. when I reached the door he again reminded me to think wisely. I give him small nod and make my way to the parking area. While driving, I was thinking about the day. Today, is really a bad day of my life. I don't know if anything else left to happen. Oh god, place no more. today, I'm done with everything. Cursing him to make my day worse. I reached home. When i opened the door, there was total darkness around, no sound of someone here. Wait a minute, Emma. Where is she? Why she is not here yet? Didn't her school let out 3 hours ago. Then where the hell is she?
ohh God, where is my phone? I have to asked about her in her school. When i grabbed my phone. I found it switch off. Oh yeah, for the security purposes they do that in prison and i forget to on it. When i switched it on, alot of calls and messages popped up on my phone screen. What the hell is happening? Oh, wait a minute. This is from Emma school. Has something happened to her. Oh god please, not with her? While gathering some courage, i called them back but nobody answered it. Finally when someone picked up, they brushed out on me saying, who the hell switches off their phone for more than 5hours? don't you have any responsibilities? Did you know where is your sister is? And why she hasn't come back home yet? Now, i really feel like collapsing, but somehow i managed to stand and asked where Emma is? But she told me to come to city hospital. So, Without any delay, i run to outside while holding my keys and drove to the hospital. Within 15 minutes i reached there. When i decided to go to the receptionist to ask about Emma, her teacher comes to me and told me to follow her. So without asking any questions, i followed her because at that moment, I wanted to see Emma in front of my eyes. so, now we are standing outside the room. She told me to go inside. So without thinking anything i opened the door and saw her laying on the bed unconsciously. I took a big steps to reached her and grabbed her hands and checked her whole body to find any scratches or marks, but i didn't find any. so, i asked the teacher what had happened to her then she told me that she find her unconscious in the classroom. We did everything to get her conscious back but, she didn't opened her eyes. so, we took her here. Now, we have to wait for the reports. let's see what happened to her. She also informed me that she had to go now because her small baby was continuously crying and told me to inform her about whatever the doctor says. I just thanks her for her help. Then, she bid her goodbye. So, I sit beside her on the stool and starting caring her hairs that her falling on her face. after sometime, the door opened and the doctor come inside with some papers. He asked me is I'm her family member? I nodded at him and asked him with a concerned look, what happened doctor? Is everything is alright? She is fine right? Why hasn't she gotten up yet ?
he looked at him and take a deep breath and say, she is unconscious right now but will regain her consciousness in some time." however, you have to more take care her, because she has a Congenital Heart Defects. she has a hole in her heart and she needs a surgery. So, it's good if you don't delay in this matter or anything happened with her. So, please take extra care of her. after knowing this, the tears continuously coming from my eyes. then i told the doctor that, I don't understand how? How is happened so suddenly, i mean she was fit and fine till the morning. than how so suddenly?. Please doctor check her again. She is fine I'm telling you and more tears falling from my eyes. Seriously i didn't get what I am saying. I just want my Emma back fit and healthy. After seeing me like this. The doctor come to me and told me "that i have to stay strong for my Emma. I can't crying like this. She is going to fine after the surgery" and give me some water to drink. After making myself stable, i asked him that really she going to okay after that, and he nodded with a small smile. then, i told why didn't you do is today and asked him about the treatment cost. so, he informed me that it was costly and I have to pay half amount before the surgery and then half after that. Only then they going to start the process as per the hospital rules and When he told me the total amount that I have to pay. I get more tense because I didn't have that much money. Where should from i get that much money. who going to give me that much amount. It's really a big amount for me. But she need treatment and I have to do something. Yeah, for Emma I'm going to do anything. Then, he take his leave and i again sit on the chair, and remeber those happy moments that we share with each others. But now, everything stop. Why the life is so cruel to me. Why everyone left me. Why didn't I keep them with me.? Why god why? Why didn't you see me happy? Why are you doing the same thing that you do with me in the past. At that time i lost all of them. But, now you can't take her from me. I will do everything to saved her. My thoughts got interrupted when I feel she is moving on her bed and trying to sit. I quickly hold her from her shoulders and help her to sit properly. Then she asked me for some water. So, i poured some water into the glass and help her to drink it. She looked at me deeply like she trying to read my mind and told me__"sorry I'm very bad sister. I always create problems for you. But trust me i never wants you to make worry" and this time I did not do anything seriously. I don't know what had happened to me. I remember i was in the class packing my beg, but suddenly feel nauseous and fell on the floor. then, I dont know what happened. what did the doctor told you? Am I alright or not? She asked me with concern looked and waiting for my reply. To make her not worried about this. I told her smugly, that you are in the hospital because you never eat your green vegetables, which makes you feel weak. Now, from today onwards, you are going to eat more veggies. Firstly she just whinned on me for this and then told me while hugging. 'Thank God, I'm not going to die because I want to spend the rest of my life with you, creating good memories. It's made me cry more hard. But, somehow i control myself and hugged her tightly and told her, you are not going anywhere. Okay! Then the door opened again by the doctor. He give a warm smile to Emma and told her that he is going to check her health. So, she can go home quickly. After he done his checking, he again told me to take care of her. Then, we make our way to the car. When we reached home she was already tired. So, she told me she is going to sleep. But, somehow, i managed to make her eat something and then give her medicine. After getting fresh, i made my way to her room and decided to sleep with her. But, there were no sign of sleep. So, i again lost myself in the past memories of How we made each other laugh on silly things and now we don't know what is going to happen next? No, I didn't let anything bad happened to her. I won't lose anyone again not her. I have to do something. The whole night i think about the different ways, but i didn't find anything. While thinking, i don't know when I fell asleep. The next day, i wake up when, the alarm sound eoched in the room.