Queen
Today is the day i leave the hospital and I can't wait to be back home. Tony said he was going to take Jamiyah and me out to have some fun. Tony and Jamiyah came to pick me up from the hospital. We were all n the car in an awkward silence. Jamiyah tapped my shoulder and i looked back her to see what she wanted. Its really been awkward between the two of us. Whenever she would come see me, she would barley say two words to me. And when i tried to talk to her she would answer me with two or three worded answers. "Here", she said, handing me an envelope. I took it from her hands and read the front, which had my name on it. "Open it when I'm not around", she said leaning back into her seat. I seen Tony look at her through the mirror. Them two were up to something, but i decided to let it go.
We arrived to the house and Jamiyah got out the car first. When i reached for the door Tony held my arm, "Wait". He got out of the car and sped walked to the my side of the car. He opened my door and picked me up, carrying me bridal style. "Why are you carrying me, I can walk myself",I said. He ignored me and continued to walk me into the house. Laying me onto the couch, "So what now", I asked him. "I want to cuddle with you, i miss you body laying on mines",he said scooping me up onto his lap. I snuggled closer to him and he nuzzled his face into my neck. "I love you", he said. "I love you too", I said. I felt him smile on my neck. "I should go get ready",I said getting up, "What should i wear". "Something causal", he said biting my neck. I giggled and got up off of his lap.
Walking into our room and remembered the envelope Jamiyah gave me in the car. I reached in my pocket and got it out. I looked at it again and opened it. Inside was a card that looked like she made it. The front of the card said 'Your the best sister in the world'. I smiled because it was in pink glitter. I opened the card and it had a poem inside.
'I'm sorry i could be the sister you wanted
But your the I've always wanted
I know you try your best
and i dont give you much credit
but i just want to say thank you for being there'
I was in tears reading it. I walked out of my room and into hers and she was laying on her bed looking up at the ceiling. I knocked on the door and she looked at me and sat up. "Hey", I said walking towards her sitting on her bed. "I'm guessing you read it", She said. "Yeah i did", I said looking at her. "Look before you say anything I'm sorry okay. Queen i don't know what i would do if i lost the only mother figure i have left. Mommy did want me and when i seen you laying on the floor half way dead i know i made you feel the same way mommy made me feel...unwanted",she said and a tear slipped from her eye. I pulled her into a hug. "It's okay, i forgive you and i love you so much. I shouldn't be the one to say if you aren't allowed to see mom, but i just don't want you to be upset by the outcome. I'm sorry i scared you", I said. "I love you too", she said hugging me back tightly.
"Now come, lets get ready to have some fun", I said getting up from her bed. She smiled, "can you pick me out something to wear, because while you were gone it was really the struggle in this house", she said dead serious. I laughed at her and walked into her closet. I picked her out some white high-waisted jeans, and a dark blue denim shirt. I laid it on her bed and walked out of her room for her to get dressed. I walked back into my room heard the shower running. I took off my clothes and walked into the bathroom quietly. Sneaking up behind him i wrapped my arms around his waist. "Baby",he said. "Yes",I said. He turned around and kissed my lips. "I'm sorry for what i did", he said. "I bet you are", I said rolling my eyes. He smack my butt hard. "Don't get smart", he said smirking. "Don't do no shit like that again", I said. "Okay I wont jist don't leave me like that again", He said. I nodded my head and kissed his lips again. Deepen the kiss i pulled away from him. "What", he asked. "we need to get ready. After finishing up in the shower we got out and went our separate ways to get ready. I was in the closet deciding on what to wear. I picked out a pink short-sleeve crop top and ripped blue washed jeans. I got dressed throwing on a long white sweater and my all white vans. I put my hair in a high bun and put on some pink lip gloss and was ready.
