*Later that night*
"You hungry", I asked JaMiyah. She looked at me and said, "No." I walked over to her and sat on the bed. She turned over to the other side. "Listen, i know you hate the fact that i'm keeping you away from the only mother have, but it's only for your safety. Your right, i do love her, just as much as you do. I just don't want you to see her all drugged up and have you thinking you can help her, when you can't. I'm sorry that i can't make things right and make her a better mom. I'm sorry you don't have a normal childhood like your friends. And i'm sorry i'm your sister.",I said. And with that i got up and walked into the bathroom.
I closed the door and locked it. I slid down the door and let all my tears that I've been holding in for years, out. JaMiyah took me back to that scared little girl who didn't have nobody, who was alone. I never had my childhood, she took it away and i hated her for it. I hated her for not being a mother, I hated her for breaking her promises. I hated myself more for hating her. I hated my self even more for still loving her. I hated myself for hurting the ones i loved. I just wanted to die. JaMiyah doesn't need me, I'm worthless.
I got up and walked towards the mirror. I seen a monster, I didn't see Queen anymore. More tears ran down my face. I wanted to end it all now, i started punched walls and screaming. I stopped and looked at the tub. Filling the tub up with water, I got into the tub and laid there while it filled up. As the water filled the tub, i laid and thought. The water finally covered my face, i said my last goodbyes to JaMiyah and Tony. Everything became black and quite.
Tony Pov
JaMiyah called me, telling me she was scared of what Queen would do. She said that they've been arguing really bad about their mom and that it was her fault. I rushed in their hotel room, "Where is she", i asked in panic. "In the bathroom please hurry", she yelled. I banged on the door, "Baby, it's Tony please open the door",i said. No answer, the silence killed me. I banged my body on the door until it broke down. I rushed to the tub and their she was under the water, as her body stayed still. I took her body out of the water, and brought her onto my lap. JaMiyah came in the bathroom and stood there in shock. Tears came to my eyes, "come on baby you gotta wake up", I said. "Call 911", I yelled. JaMiyah realized what was happening and rushed to the phone. I began performing CPR, well i tried too.
"Come on baby, you gotta stay with me", I said pumping her chest. It wasn't working, I was scared. For the first time in my life i was scared, because the thing i feared the most was happening before my eyes.
Queen Pov
I was dressed in all white, then a teenage boy with dark grey eyes came running to me. "Mom", he said hugging me. I looked up and got a closer look, he looked like Tony, but had my small nose. "How old are you sweety", I asked. "I'm 14", he said. "Where are we at",I asked. "We're on our way to heaven",he said. I looked down, "How are they doing",i asked. "They're both very depressed, do you wanna see them",he asked. I shook my head yes.
I could see Tony and he didn't look the same. He was skinnier and he looked like was dying. His beautiful grey eyes were close to turning white. Then I seen JaMiyah, she was in the bathroom cutting herself. Then I seen her having sex with different men. Tears rolled down my face, "I can't do this please take me back", i screamed. He looked scared, but then he thought. "If you really want to go back you have to forgive yourself and others who did you wrong, and i'll know if your lying",he said.
"How do i forgive", I said looking at him. "Close your eyes", he said, and i closed them. "Now think of all the bad they've done"he said. I thought of everything that hurt me, broke me and the things i did to people. "Now let it go", he said. "I can't", I cried. "Yes, you can, mom",he said, then i felt him hug me. "Do it for me", he said. Then all of the bad memories were gone. "I forgive", I said. He began to fade away, "See you later ma", he said waving. Tears of joy rolled down my face, then everything went black.
