MY TEMPTATION

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CHAPTER 9

Killian Lorenzo Volkov speaking

If someone told me that my enemy Stella would be sleeping in the same bed with me I would of laughed at them. But she's here giving me the blank look and I smiled still laying my head on her chest which is soft by the way.

When she cried in my arms last night I had to stop myself from crying aswell, I hate seeing her cry, not a very good thing to experience to be honest. But she held onto me and fucking cried her eyes out soaking my vest with her sweet tears. I didn't care about anything else in that time, just her well being, she is unfortunately important in my life since the very beginning.

She slept like a tired mom from work she even climbed on top of me when she was sleeping, her cute pretty face on my chest. I stroke her cheek for a while until I fell asleep aswell, probably one of the best sleep I ever had.

Back to the present, I slightly smirked at her to which she rolls her eyes like the diva she is. My heart isn't totally broken because while she slept on top of me, my black heart started fucking fixing itself instantly. Which I hate because I was supposed to be mad at her but when I saw her break down I instantly forgot about that.

I sit up giving her space, or did I mention that I am acting more like a fucking husband? I'm the school heartthrob and kind of a player and this 5'3 beautiful human being has me acting like a husband.

Looking over my shoulder I could see her looking at the ceiling but I would see her glanced at my back every few times. Oh and I have sexy tattoo back there it's a guy with very long wings, I would say one it's one of my best tattoos yet.

I ran a hand through my hair as she sits up crossing her arms, and I turned around so we're sitting side by side. She's quiet again but I don't expect her to just tell me so I wait.

And to make matter hundred times worse my sister the cock blocker #2 bursts through my bedroom door like she paid for it. And Stella instantly gets off the bed.

" What the fuck are you doing in my brother's room Stella?" Mads said in a angry tone.

Stella tried to explain but she stopped herself, though as she tried to go behind her Mads tells her to leave and that's when I get up. Looking I'm not that type of guy to get into girls drama but Mads taking it too far.

" We didn't do anything sis " I said looking at her.

" For a guy who puts his dick in everything that walks I'm surprised" Mads said in her pissed off tone.

Now that pisses me off because she knows damn well I didn't fuck anyone after Ava and no offense Ava was boring so we didn't have sex often.

" Mads stop we didn't do anything she just fell asleep and I took her to my room " I said being awfully calm.

" Like you didn't plan that aswell" Mads scoffed.

" I understand you're angry but we didn't do anything" I said repeating myself for like the second or third time.

" You always manages to have every friend I have around your fucking finger" Mads said shouting.

" I'm sorry Mads " Stella said going into Mads room as she started packing up her stuff.

Sometimes I wish I were a girl so I could just give Mads a bitch slap but unfortunately I'm not a woman beater. I can't even convince Stella to stay because all she would say is that she doesn't want to come in between our siblingship.

And would technically ignore everything I say after, and I'm angry again and I'm tempted to break everything in my room.

I brushed my teeth before putting on pants walking downstairs. So I went inside my car waiting for Stella, a few minutes I saw her walking down the stairs and looking to leave the house. I don't think she notices me in the car before she walks to the end of the driveway waiting for a cab so I got out of my car. Walking up to her I gently grabbed her hand as we walked to the back of my car.

She looks at me confused before speaking.

" Why aren't you letting me catch a cab?" She said holding onto her suitcase tightly.

" Why would you ever think I would let you go in a cab when I can drive you?" I said holding her cheek looking down at her.

And as if the day couldn't get worse rain is falling I hate rainy days and she does aswell. I grabbed her suitcase before putting it in the backseat. She sits in the front passenger seat while I get ready to drive.

I hold the headrest her head is leaning on as I looked behind me. Seeing the street cleared I drove in the direction of her home her home is unfortunately an hour away.
Without realizing myself, my hand is on her thigh squeezing and caressing it.

She notices and does nothing as she looks out at the rain from the window.

An hour later, and we're at her house she about to climb out when I pulled her back kissing her. I hold her face and kissed her like I'm not going to see her for like a decade. And she kisses back and I almost forgot we're at her house and that anyone could see. But then I remembered who I am and I remember I don't really give a fuck.

So I continued kissing her, the tension in my car is so high it's starts getting suffocating. And she pulled away to breathe and I did aswell, my brain is officially clusterfucked. Not only is my mind is mushy with very sexual thoughts my dick is having a fucking field day because I'm rock hard.

After a few minutes of trying to breathe I helped her with her suitcase as she walks to where her suitcase is. And she fucking does something that takes me by surprise she hugs me, she actually fucking hugs me. She thanked me for dropping her home but that's not even what I'm thinking about, she hugged me and I wrapped my hands around her waist tightly not wanting to let her go.

Ugh! Fuck me! After a long while of hugging I pulled away and she walks away into her house waving before entering. And like the giddy jerk I am I waved back before entering my car, I waited for her to reach in her room and then drived off.

I'm back home and I could already feel the uninviting atmosphere from the fucking garage. But I walked in the house to see Mads in the kitchen doing who knows what.

She looks at me like she's ready for another argument but I raised my hand.

" Mads I'm not in the mood for your shit right now I'm in a happy mood for once" I said exhaling.

Not only does my cock blocking sister brings up all the frustrationbut my anger issues as well as it's hanging off by a very fucking thin loose thread.

" Sure, but what's different?" She said bitterly.

I have no idea I managed to stay calm but in my head my mind is spinning, Mads has had Stella as a bestfriend basically her whole life, me and Stella were close but I fucked that up big time and I have to fucking admit I was fucking jealous of how she used to smile at Mads. She used to smile at me differently though and even now I would anything for her to look at me like that again.

And when she hugged me I felt alot of nostalgia and for once I don't want to change anything in my life.

" It's Stella it's basically self explanatory" I said shrugging.

" You couldn't pick another girl to flirt with at school? It just had to be my fucking bestfriend" Mads scoffed.

" Yes she is your bestfriend but we were close too " I said looking down at her.

" And you messed that up like the jerk you are , always ruining good things for yourself." She said before walking off to her room.

Okay! Okay! My heart isn't breaking? It's not right? Wiping my face I realized I'm starting to cry, I haven't cried since ... since what happened with dad. My mind is starting to get angry and pissed because I literally started flinging anything I could get my hands on.

My heart is fucking breaking because I know she's right but oh Fuck I didn't expect it to hit a sensitive nerve. And all my fucking years of progress goes straight down the grain. And I'm back at square one.