Things That I Never Knew

The thoughts of the mom secret

{MOM POV}

I raised my eyebrow for what Fiona just said.

She ran all the way, and soon I couldn't catch a glimpse of where she is. She was no where in sight.

{PAIGE POV}

I was just waiting on the bench trying to see if Fiona ever came back to get me.

But I think that I was wrong!

Soon I see this person running or jogging to my direction, and was just confused why would he/she come to me. Unless they want to rape me!!😳

Haha but I was wrong it was just Fiona coming to me to get me. I think she owes me an apology.

She starts panting and looks all sweaty as ever! I kinda feel sorry for her running all this way:(

"H-h-h-heeeyyyy. S-sorry I t-took so l-long to g-get y-you." She answered to me with her troubled breathing issue of asthma.

She got this thing that I call it asthma spray and put it in her mouth, and then she breath again.

"Don't you think that I deserve an apology? Fiona Isabella, Stewart?"

Trying to act like her mother.

"Well I was having a weird conversation to my mother and that's all I'm gonna say."

She made me curious, for not letting me know all the details.

Sometimes I go into her business, but... She is my best friend. And that's all I can say. But I just had to ask her what her mother said to her. But I guess that's way to personal but I wanted to ask, so instead I asked her something else.

" So is there anything else that happened before that?"

"Well, I was almost got killed by my mom's car. I just don't want to talk about it ever in my life."

"Ok. But why did you even ran off when we were still walking to the library?"

"Because um, well, um don't wanna talk about it either." While she said that, she didn't even give me eye contact.

She is making me wonder if she is ever going to be alright mentally and physically.

I'm really worried about her.
Fiona just got really sad all of the sudden and started to run back home. Leaving me again. But I'm ok with it, I might get tanned but I'm ok with it.

All I want is Fiona to be happy and be very satisfied with her life:)

{MOM POV}

I was sitting down on a bench near my house texting my boyfriend.

I was so relieved that my Fiona didn't know about it. I was happy inside for her to not know any secrets that I keep from her, my sisters, and my mother. It's actually funny how my mother is actually still alive in this time.

It's actually a blessing for my mom to be still alive, oh my god , if she even died, I would just kill myself in that moment that she died.

But I can't do that. Then my poor Fiona have to go to foster care.

Awe... my boyfriend just said to me I love you. Hehe. He gives me chilly goose bumps, that make me feel so good just to love him.

But the other secret that I really don't want my daughter to know is that...

MY HUSBAND WANDER OF, AFTER SAYING HIS LAST WORDS TO FIONA. AND HE TOLD ME TO RAKE CARE OF HER, AFTER THAT HE GOT HIS CAR AND DRIVES STRAIGHT AHEAD TO THE ROAD WITHOUT SAYING GOOD BYE TO ME:(

I CRIED FOR ONW HOUR FOR HIM TO LEAVE. AND I KNOW HE IS NEVER COMING BACK.

BUT THE SADDEST THING EVER OF WHY HE WAS LEAVING US WAS UNEXPECTED!!!

And that was the second huge secret that I could tell her, I just love my daughter so much.

For me to do the right thing, is to forget about my husband, so I can get a fresh new start.

I never miss him that much for seven months, until this day my daughter mentioned his name. It made me remember that day as a movie almost. It was so vivid in my memory that moment that I felt I was going to cry in front of her.

I wonder if she is going to ever accept me for those secrets or those other secrets that I haven't thought yet until... this day.

"SHE WILL NEVER KNOW UNTIL THE DAY SHE DIES!!"

And that is end of the chapter !!! I know how it gets a little bit creepy at the end, but it just remind me that image I had in my dream once.

That was what inspired me to write this.

I hope u guys enjoyed this chapter

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