Can Love Happen Twice ♡

don't hate me

Bright sunlight fell on his face and james slightly rubbed his eyes before opening them. He blinked a few times to adjust with the brightness and then looked around. He found himself in his bed, covered with blanket.

He yawned, rubbed his eyes again and then sat up on bed but immediately whimpered because his head was hurting so bad. He kept his hand on his head and massaged it a bit.

"Aah why is my head hurting so bad? God!!!"

He closed his eyes tightly but then the flashbacks of last night started coming in front of his eyes.

"Wait! I went outside with joss right? How did I end up here? Who brought me here?"

He looked around the room. It was messy, glass scattered, clothes thrown on floor and he grabbed his hair tightly, trying to remember everything and widened his eyes when he remembered everything.

"N...No! ne..net! NET!"

And he ran from there, looking for net, completely forgetting his headache.

After asking Aunt Yu, james ran towards the garden and looked around to find net standing there with his back facing james and his hands in his pants pockets.

"Is he angry with me? Obviously he will. I crossed my limits last night. God! How will I face him?"

james closed his eyes and again tears started filling in them.

"How will I call him? He will hate me now. I don't want his hate. I don't want to lose him. Forgive me please. I promise I will never drink in my whole life."

A sob escaped from his mouth and net heard it. He turned around to see james with teary eyes again. He looked at him in confusion and james bit his lips. james just stared at net with his teary eyes, too afraid to say a word to him.

"Why is he crying again? Should I talk? But....what if he feels uncomfortable?"

net was continuously staring at james with worried eyes who was not even daring to look up.

"james...please talk. How should I approach you now? Aaah its so frustrating. I want to hug you so bad....but what if you get angry?"

james's tears fell from his eyes as he looked up. His lips were trembling and there was an apologetic look in his eyes. They both looked at each other for a while and then net passed a soft smile to james and that's it.....james shook his head and completely broke down into tears.

"james...." Before net could speak anything further, james ran to him and hugged him tight, really tight.

Standing on his toes, wrapping his arms around net's neck, burying his face completely into net's crook of neck, james was hugging him like his life depend on this hug. On the other hand, net was quite shocked to process everything. He let out a gasp which was loud to be heard when james's body moved a little up, tightening his grip.

"I...I am s..sorry."

A cracked voice was heard beside his ear and the next thing net heard were loud sobs from the doctor.

"D...doctor"

"Pl...please....I am s...sorry. I am sorry f...for crossing my limits. D...don't hate me net....please....I can't lose you...please...I am s...sorry..."

james's body was trembling due to crying and sobbing and that's when net wrapped his arms around james's waist and hugged him back.

james's body stretched upwards a bit as net squeezed him tightly into his arms, pulling him more close by his waist and james also shifted more close, tightening his hold around net's neck.