The Last Female

48

Rhet did try to keep me next to him, but when I gave him the death glare he let me go. I stormed outside seeing my kids and the rest of my men out here.

"Who hurt one of my babies?"

All my men out here turns to me and realize I am in mama bear mode instantly.

"Answer me!"

"My love, please calm down." Adonis says.

Truth is only Jacob, Alessandro, and Adonis are not intimdated so much when I am in this mode making it easier for them to come up to me and calm me down.

"Not this thime Adonis."

He looks taken back as I have always welcomed his love or attention when in mama bear mode.

"Who made Ryan get hurt?"

Ryan comes outside and tries to have me stop by pulling on my hand.

"Mom please." Ryan says.

I look at my son and my eyes softens before I see the blood.

"Who hurt my son?"

I look hard at everyone until I see Abigal looking guilty.

I try to calm down knowing my boys do play rough and any time Abigal joins she tries harder to fit in.

"Abigal sweety..."

She looks at me then at the dirty like it is so facinating.

"Abigal did you play rough with Ryan?"

Yes only nods.

"Abigal sweety come here."

She looks at Liam and he nods so she come over to me and I quat in front of her.

"Sweety I am not mad anymore, but you do not need to try to fit in with the boys."

She just nods.

I know it was hard being the only girl for a while then being the oldest one.

"Sweety why did you not just tell me."

She just kicks the dirt.

"Abigal you know I love you just as much as any of my other kids. So no matter what I will always love you."

Ryan just looks at Abigal.

"Sweety it is okay to play with the boy or your sisters, but try not to over do it."

She just nods.

"It is okay sweety."

I hug her and rub her back.

"I love you Abigal."

After a while I let go and she apologizes before Ryan does the same. Soon I head inside and help Ryan with his cuts before letting hi shower.

At bedtime I say goodnight to each of my kids before shutting their doors and heading to Rhet's and my room. As I do I pass by Adonis' room with his door still open wide. I knock before pushing the door open wider.

"Hey." Adonis says looking up.

Since not welcoming his affection when I was in mama bear mode he has not called me his love nore has he shown any attention or affection, which they guys picked up on as they have been watching us.

"Hey handsome."

He gives me a hald smile.

"Can we talk?"

"Sure." Adonis says.

I walk to his side of the bed and sit down on the chair.

"I am sorry about earlier."

"I shoukd have not got in the middle." Adonis ssays.

"Adonis it is not that and I love you so much. I just..."

I am afraid to say it even if it is unlogical.

"What?" Adonis asks looking into my eyss.

Not a signal on of my men knows this fear as I know it is illogical.

I take a deep breath and just opened up.

"I let my fear take over."

"What fear?" Adonis asks

"I am afraid to loose someone I love again."

"That is understandable love." Adonis says holding my hands.

I shake my head.

"Not like that Adonis. I mean from a disease or worse a virus. Just seeing the cuts made me scare I will loose him if he caught anything."

"Like Ben and your sister did?" Adonis asks.

"Loosing my twin sister was hard Adonis, but I fear it would be a walk in the park compared to loosing a child."

"Is that why you go into mama mode?" Adonis asks.

"Yes even when Aden was locked in the bathroom my mind went illogical with fear. Its always fear I feel before I go into mama bear mode."

"I see my love." Adonis says rubbing his thumbz on my hands.