Behind the lines

The new hairstyle

The new hairstyle

'I don't give a damn!' Fourth objected angrily, 'It's all just a gimmick! I don't want to imagine anything anymore! I'm not playing along any more!' He stuffed a forkful of salad into his mouth.

Satang sighed deeply and watched as Fourth's stuffed cheeks grew smaller and smaller.

'Fourth, if you cut your hair like Marckris, Gemini's jealousy is inevitable,' Satang replied calmly.

And he shrank back because Fourth spat lettuce at him when he immediately objected.

'Don't call it jealousy!' the chewed piece of lettuce hit Satang's hand, which had been pulled protectively in front of his face, 'Just a gimmick. A good fanservice!' nodded Fourth with a grim face.

Satang smiled gently.

Fourths looked so cute when he was angry. Basically, it's so adorable about him that he can show every emotion so openly. His heart is on his tongue and his eyes see the world in such a beautiful way. Satang loves Fourth's emotional sincerity. But he also loves Gemini and understands that there are also introverts. Not everyone is able to allow and feel their feelings so openly.

These two young, beautiful Nongs are such opposites. They belong together like two sides of the same coin. And the brightly lit side suffers from the secret darkness of the other.

'Fourth, jealousy is not one of those feelings that can be faked. Gemini usually suppresses it successfully. But he's very possessive towards you. It bursts out of him. Uncontrolled,' Satang explained calmly.

And Fourth lost his appetite. He put his fork down on the table and showed Satang his exhausted eyes.

'Gemini is a really good actor. Kongthap's jealousy comes across really well. And he's not the one who's lost himself in this role!' he replied, 'I fight with myself every day to finally let go of Atom. My heart whimpers because it longs for Kongthap. I want to be with him again!' Fourth's eyes shimmered with sadness, "Gemini, on the other hand, is long out of character and lives his life and work carefree," Fourth swallowed this realisation, 'He's a good actor! And he knows how to market himself and us well! All for the work! Nothing more!' he shook his head, 'No jealousy! No secret love!' Fourth grabbed his fork again and pounced on his salad.

'You're hurt and angry now, that's why you're not taking Gemini's nature into account!' Satang tried to intervene again.

And he was attacked again.

'Take it into consideration? Does Gem take my nature into consideration?' an angry blush shot up Fourth's face, "He knows that I love him!" his voice trembled, "He knows it!" his suppressed scream broke, "And he manages to constantly claim in front of the camera that I'm still Atom and therefore annoying and loud!" he pressed his lips together to stop himself from sobbing.

Satang's deep sigh accompanied the painful silence.

'He knows that I love him and long for him. And he's annoyed by it!' Fourth wanted so much to just cry.

But Satang's answer sent him into a rage again.

'He just wants Fourth back. Yes, he's no longer Kongthap. He's Gemini who wants his Fourth. That doesn't mean he doesn't return your love!' Satang interjected.

'Yes it does!' sulked Fourth with all his features, 'The lie detector finally showed me today. Gemini doesn't love me! And I don't fucking want to be Atom anymore!' Fourth's eyes flamed dangerously, 'I'm becoming a new Fourth! A fresh start. I finally want to be free again with this new hairstyle!' His mind was made up.

The timing seemed perfect. One month to go until their concert. Hardly any joint appearances.

Each of them had so many individual appointments that they would only know about each other through publicity.