'if you want to fall in love, then fall in love with me.'
→ ɪɴ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪɪᴅᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴜʟꜰɪʟ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ʟ/ɴ'ꜱ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴡɪꜱʜᴇꜱ
T. IIDA (mha) X FEM! READER
@shinmania
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
'no one noticed.'
• ☫ ❧ ☫ •
NO TEARS CAME OUT OF YOUR EYES, GOOD. You didn't want to cry. It wasn't worth crying. You shot up from your bed after accidentally sleeping through the whole night.
It was only 5 am in the morning. You weren't supposed to be up in another two hours but you couldn't fall back to sleep.
Walking over to your study table you sat there, mindlessly staring into the wooded desk, stares that could poke holes. Your hand hastily reached for a crumbled piece of paper that was lying there mindlessly, and a black ball point pen.
Scribbling on it, you tapped your pen to your chin, thinking.
BUCKET LIST BEFORE I DIE
In your whole 16 years of existence, never once had you thought you were alive. Yes, biologically you were an alive human species, but you never felt like you ever lived.
- get a tattoo - sneak out
You groaned to yourself. Was this all you could think of?! You scrunched your hair, creating loose knots and began aggressively tapping your foot on the ground. Like a light bulb flicked in your mind you began to write.
- get drunk at a party - own a cat - watch a sunrise - road trip with friends - dye my hair - stargazing - go to a festival - aquarium
But something was still missing. You bit the inside of your cheek when a certain thought fell into your mind. You hesitated to write it down, your pen floating a mere centimetre away from the paper. Letting out a small exhale your pen danced onto the paper. Oh whatever, I'm gonna die anyways.
- fall in love
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
IN THE END, YOU SCRIBBLED AWAY THE LAST DOT POINT. It was pointless, to fall in love. Selfish, in fact. A poor girl, destined to die, how could you possible be allowed to feel such emotion?
