The peace keeper and lady chaos are the yin and yang of my 21 years here. The peacekeeper maintains ones sanity while lady chaos treats sanity like a volleyball; always bumping it, spiking it, digging for it and letting it go off course. After all volleyball has always been my favorite sport besides softball. Don't be fooled by lady chaos though, she tends to creep behind the peacekeeper till she reaches her desired destination or unless she just gets bored. On the bright side her chaos isn't always as bad as it sounds. The events could be just a wild day full of fun and adrenaline, when that happens its up to me to keep the peace and not let her into the parts of my shell that i chose to step out of so i can take a break on the yellow brick road. Unlike lady, the peacekeeper is both on the road and in my shell trying his best to keep the peace. He can only keep the peace for so long so when him and lady chaos are face to face it causes a dramatic rift in my cognitive ability. When this happens if i dont side with one, it causes me to shut down as if ive just been boxed in and every which way is just wrong or unpredictable and i hate unpredictable. This is where they both live up to their name because both parties require patience, attention, and delicacy, something i cannot do all at once. Think of my attention span as doing a deep clean and then finding all your old toys, stuffed animals, clothes and school yearbooks. Each of them represent my pros and cons and even know i still cant pick myself apart and figure myself out. What's crazy is sometimes i know myself so well and others its like im looking at and trying to understand a complete stranger.
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A Mind of Many Voices
AbenteuerIf you're anything like me and for your own sanity i hope not, your mind runs on the adrenaline of memories and pure thought. When chaos is present, your mind goes one of many ways. If the chaos is towards us tho, our mind bursts.. what you're about...
