Okkkk, this is really bad and short, and i kinda forgot to update this a while ago, but here it is. Also, I completely forgot what I was going to make the five words, so I had to try to remember those, lol 😆
Though on a serious note, if you or anybody close to is being abused by anybody, never feel afraid to speak up about it, as there are people out there who can help you. Ily ❤️
Warnings: pregnancy, tiny mentions of abuse, mentions of break ups, swearing, my shitty af writing lmao
Reece's eyes were glazed over, and it looked like he was deep in thought. "Reece, Reece!" I tried to snap him out of it by talking to him, but It wasn't working. I finally broke him out of his trance by slapping his shoulder a bit. He looked at me before blurting out five words I never thought I would hear him say.
"I'm in love with you." He sounded so nervous, and as soon as it came out of his mouth, he started apologising, but I didn't hear anything he said. The only thing in my head was those words. I didn't know what to say. I knew I loved him too, but I had just gone through an abusive relationship, and even though it sounded stupid, I was scared to fall in love again. "Y/N? Are you okay?" Reece sounded really worried about me, and although it broke my heart, I had to say something. "I'm so sorry Reece, but I can't love you. I know you won't hurt me, but I just can't go through this again. If you don't want to talk to me ever again, it's fine, but I'm so sorry, I can't love you." I looked up at him and saw a single tear roll down his face. I looked back down again and felt tears running down my face as well, but Reece was quick to wipe them away.
"I'm so sorry Reece" I choked out. "Y/N, don't cry please, and don't be sorry. You've been through a living hell, and you have nothing to apologise for." I nodded sadly, but still didn't believe what he said. I felt like a horrible person, and an even worse friend. "Do you want me to get you anything Y/N?" Reece's voice snapped me from my thoughts and I looked back up at him. "No, just stay here with me?" I asked him quietly, and he was quick to wrap his arms around me again. I put my head in his shoulder and cried quietly. "I'm so scared Reece. I'm going to be a shit mum, and my baby isn't going to have a dad and is going to hate me." I sobbed. "Hey, Y/N, don't say that. Your going to be an amazing mum, and this baby is so lucky to have you" He tilted my chin up. "Y/N, look at me." I looked up again and he smiled.
"God, your so pretty Y/N" I smiled slightly, blushing, but stopped when i remembered that I couldn't fall in love again. I looked down again and sighed sadly. I knew I loved Reece, and he knew it too, but I was too scared to get hurt again, so I pushed all my emotions down. I fell back into his embrace and he leaned back into the couch, where we stayed for what felt like hours, just in each others arms. I fell asleep after a while, and so did Reece
A/N I hope you like this pookiessss. I tried my best💖
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LOMLReece Walsh x Fem Reader
FanfictionWhen Y/N L/N got pregnant at 21, she felt a kind of loneliness she had never experienced, and was left all alone in a dark, scary world, with nobody to rely on. Nobody except him.
