our desire

∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°the marriage ∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

Shishta

Sitting in a dark room in wedding attire for my first night that too with my sister,s fiance , I mean ex fiance and my current husband atharv rana , if few months back someone would have told me that I am going to marry atharv rana , i would have died of laughing , because I was totally not his type ,  this was the one thing I had never imagined , i imagined to be living my dream , dream of becoming a journalist , but here I was .

*Flashback*

Everything was going right , I was happy my dear big  sister was going to be married in few hours , this marriage was a marriage of alliances my grandfather and atharv,s grandfather arranged this marriage when they (atharv and kridha ) were one years old , atharv seems to be kind , calm and collected I have never seen him loosing his cool , he is ex captain of cricket team and I wonder how sharp he really is that even after leaving his fully  furnished  cricket career , he took his father's buisness and has not left any stone of milestone unturned in that also .

After today my sister kridha whom I love the most in whole world will leave to her husband's house to a new family and i would fly to England to pursue my career in journalism, atharv,s family history is quite attractive his family is large comprising of his uncle ,aunt majorly but he don't live with them I don't know why  and trust me guys i don't have time for this i have to go and make shishtha ready for the  rituals after varmala exchange ceremony, as i entered the room , my mother ie queen of suryagarh was in tears and my father was sitting  holding a letter in his one hand and holding his hand in one , i shut the door and moved my father did,nt said any word to me he just gave me that letter and i immediately recognised whom writing it was of kridha .

~In letter ~

Dear family,
I know you guys are upset from me , but i had no choice left I can't live my life bounded by the responsibility of kingdom, and family I know I willingly said yes for the wedding but something changed and i started loving suryansh rana who is atharv,s one year younger brother, I can't live without him and I can't sacrifice my love, hope you guys will forgive me .
Your daughter
Kridha

The letter dropped from my hand dramatically, I was unable to digest that kridha ran away with suryansh . How come I never go to know that she is love with him , I was in my thoughts when daadu came in and said.

"We are getting late where is kridha it's time for the rituals " daadu said in happy voice .

No answer were given by anyone , the room remained silent when I finally decided to spoke .

"Kri...d...ha r...a...n aw.....ay " i said holding back my tears .

"Stop joking around my dear kridhaaaa......kridhaaaa...." he shouted .

Unable to see him like this i handed him the letter kridha had written before leaving.

"Th....i...s ca....n,t be po.....ss....ible, no this can,t ", daadu said holding his chest
Daadu was a heart patient and any kind of tension would be harsh for his heart i tried to calm him but he collapsed on the ground creating chaos in whole room , everyone rushed him to the hospital, tears were continuously falling from my eyes , daadu was the one who was close to me the most , kridha has always been  a papa,s girl but I was my daadu,s girl from the beginning and any kind of damage to him would be direct damage  on me  .

~After sometime~

I was sitting in the waiting area everyone was their including atharv and his family, till now they also got to know that kridha and suryansh rana away. , atharv,s expression was neutral , i know he don't love her , he was only doing this wedding because of his family, and he don't give a damn about this , his family was devastated well both families were no one talked to each other they all were processing everything, when the doctor came outside.

"Who is shishtha? " The doctor asked .

" Me " i said getting up from my place and moving towards her .

The patient has been asking you, his is fine now it was a minor heart attack he will be alright, you can go inside and meet him , the doctor moved and i rushed inside only to see daadu sitting whith his pale face .

"Daadu , why you take so much tension, you know how much worried we all were for you  " i said hugging him tightly.

"Shishtha bacche would you do  anything for you daadu " he asked in his most calmest yet coldest  tone helding my hands in his  .

"W...what ... Da....du? "i said fumbling on my words  .

"I know this is so much to ask from my little doll but for the sake of your family and my promise to my late friend ie atharv,s grandfather will you marry atharv instead of kridha , i know it is too much to ask from you shishtha knowing that you have a career ahead but shishtha will you do this  for my dignity"??? He asked making me , holding his stand , atharv was behind standing but I could feel that he was equivalent shocked like me .

"Daadu why do we need to marry , I mean marriage in not important I can run the empire on my own , girls are capable of that " i said trembling.

"I know dear I know your capability, you are my blood and you have all qualities to run an empire but it's not about capability it's about my promise to atharv ,s late  grandfather, and you know if rajputs promise something they do it ,i promised that one of the daughters of my family will be their daughter in law but unfortunately shishtha , kridha failed me but i expect that you will not" he said lowering his gaze .

For me His words were my words , i cant let my family down i cant let my daadu down , i got up and said , "ok I will marry atharv ."

His eyes moved from my face to my daadu ,it was first time I was seeing some kind of emotions on his face , he was angry but he didn't said anything and took my hand and next minute we were in a room ,

"Are you out of your mind shishtha ?" He asked

"This is good for both of our families atharv, my sister was arranged to you but she ran away and I need to take his place ."

"What are you a doormat ? What are you doing shishtha , you can,t say yes to loveless marriage," he said getting annoyed .

"Were,nt you doing the same by marrying kridha , you were marrying her for the sake of your grandfather,s promise and right now I am also doing the same , if you have so much problem you can say no to this you have option"  i said in trembled voice , I speak infront of people who are close to me but infront of atharv I don't know where this courage came to me .

He fell silent and  left without saying , " I will make sure you regret this desicion , ms. Ahlawahat."

"We will see Mr rana "

His family also agreed to this marriage and mine was also happy with my desicion and that, s how I got married to atharv.

~Flashback ends~

Yeh kahan aa gaye hum.....

Yoon hi sath sath chalte

Majboor yeh halaat idhar bhi hai, udhar bhi.....

Tanhai ke ek raat idhar bhi hai, udhar bhi

Kahne ko bahut kuchh hai.....

Magar kis se kahein hum.....

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Ok guys first chapter of the second book of desire series I hope you will love it , I was in mood of writing a royal romance and you guys also wanted this so keep hooked with me for more
His desire chapter will be posted in evening
Hope you will give same love to this book as his desire
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