More than a friend.

VI

Mile's Pov.

I open my eyes to see a sleeping Apo next to me. After our conversation both of us fell asleep. It was a good feeling knowing what we can talk about our problems but I wasn't satisfied at Apo's words I think he was still hiding something from me that he so scared to say out loud.

While me were talking I saw something in his eyes which is longing and sadness.

I never thought about it much before but I always notice his eyes were dull unlike before which it was always shining like a star and most importantly it was full of happiness but now all that vanish like a thin air.

It hurts me to see how my very best friend and the only person I trust the most is being like this.

Those eyes become more sad whenever we are having a meet up with the other artist even when we are in an event you can see him smiling like usual but never his eyes. The eyes that I adore the most is now gone but I'm hoping one day I can bring back those eyes.

I close the gap between us and examine his face the face that I fell in love with but I am to scare to tell him cause I don't want him to stay away from me.

Yes I've been in love to him for a long time but I never confess one bit instead I want to keep things what they were but something inside me also tell me to say my feelings out loud cause maybe Apo also feels the same because after all he wouldn't agree to this kind of set-up of ours if he doesn't love me but some also told me to not cause maybe Apo just want to release heat.

I know I'm a jerk for keeping things like this instead of confessing. Maybe I don't have the courage to face the consequences and the outcome of telling him the truth.

Is it true that I want us to be more than friends but what can a coward like me do?

Jes's Pov.

After Apo leave the room both me and Bible didn't utter any word. Both of us stayed silent feeling each other.

"How are you?" Me

"I'm sorry." Bible

We spoke at the sametime.

"You go first." I said but he shook his head .

"No, you go first." He then look down.

"Ok, I'll go first. It's been a while huh? Two or three years now I guess?" I said. Well I don't really know how to start the conversation between us.

"Anyway how are you?" I ask him. I see how hesitant he is well this meet up is kind of awkward after all.

"Well I'm fine everything is great." He then smile at him although it was a genuine smile you can still see how shy is he.

"By the way congratulations to the series and finally you got your dream." I said although I feel shy I still pull my courage to give him a head pat.

"By the way P'Jes what are you doing here at P'Po's house?" He ask curiously.

"Well Apo is a friend of mine we both do audition together until he left to study and work at new york." I said but Bible suddenly went silent then ask...

"Do you like P'Po?" He ask that made me confused do I look like I like Apo?

"Why are you jealous?" I teasingly ask but he just look at me with his fierce cat eye.

"Ops I'm just kidding but to answer you question... No I don't like Apo nor love him in a romantic way but I do love him cause he is like a little brother to me and he already love someone else." I told him and I saw how his corner lip form a smile but he quickly wash it off when he saw me staring at him.

"How about you. Why are you here at Apo's early in the morning?" I ask cause it was still to early for him to go here and doesn't he have a schedule today I saw their company's post.

"Well the schedule was cancelled since because there's a sudden problem at the events place." He said then stand up to get a jar full of cookies.

"Where did you get that?" I ask cause when I ask Apo for a cookie he said he was tired to bake some .

"Well this jar is mine Phi always hides a jar of cookies for me."he then eats the cookie like he wasn't me to get jealous.

"Can you give me one?" I ask but he just shook his head and stick his tongue out.

"You teasing me know huh well." So I stand up then walk towards him but this guys is d*mn fast so he run out carrying the jar of cookies in his hands.

"Come back here." I said then chased after him.

Both of us filled the house with laughter and couple of shouting. Maybe a small talk made us open up to each other again.

It maybe impossible but maybe this time things will work out for us. So I'll try again and do my best.

Apo's Pov.

I woke up from the noises downstairs.

"What are those two doing now?" I ask .

"Maybe getting the house dirty." It was Mile who just came out of the bathroom.

He was just wearing a towel tide in his waist.

"Can you please wear your clothes first." I said covering my eyes.

"Well no need to cover your eyes Po. You already saw me fully naked you even ride me g---" I quickly get up from my bet an cover his mouth.

"Ok I know I know so please stop telling me.

He just then gave me a nod so I remove my hand which is covering his mouth.

"Stop telling me the things I already know and if I mind you P'Jes and Bible are just downstairs." I said but his expression suddenly change.

"That Jes when did you met him?" He ask.

"Well before entering the world of boys love series I usually audition for heterosexual roles and series. I always bump into P'Jes until we became first he also help me when I'm at the foreign country." I explained.

"Well why is he here now? Doesn't he know that ou- I mean your house is the only person allowed to enter is me and no body else." Wow his confidence is really amazing.

"Well P'Jes is a friend of mine and I like some company in MY house too." I said.

"Then I'll be moving here." I was shock to what he said but why do he need to leave here where he can't even sleep here?

"P'Mile stop that and I am old enough and my house my rules so please stop being like that." I said then he walks towards me and hugs my waist.

"I'm sorry is just that I don't want seeing somebody else beside you." He then look at me in the eye with his pouty lips.

"Is this man jealous?"

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