Aayan glanced at the clock, then at Kavya, before muttering, "I gotta go," as he made his way to the kitchen.
"Where to?" Kavya asked, her voice tinged with concern.
"It's been two days, and my practice is falling behind. I need to catch up," he replied, his tone almost robotic, as if sticking to his routine was the only thread keeping him grounded. Kavya nodded, her silence an acknowledgment of the strange normalcy they were both trying to hold onto.
While Aayan gathered his essentials and started preparing food, Kavya headed to the bathroom. The cold water cascading over her brought no comfort—only a reminder of the weight she now carried. She hadn't been this scared in a long time, but the fear was different now. It wasn't just about her anymore. She was scared for her child, scared of the future, scared of the unknown.
Under the shower, goosebumps rose on her skin, more from anxiety than the water's temperature. As the water trickled down, she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror—her face wet, not just from the shower but from tears she hadn't realized were falling. Her reflection seemed like that of a stranger, a woman caught between the fierce determination to be strong and the overwhelming fear of what lay ahead.
Kavya's hand moved to her belly, her touch trembling. The life growing inside her was the only thing that anchored her in this storm of emotions. She wanted to be strong for her baby, but every time she looked in the mirror, she saw the cracks in her armor. Her determination wavered, and she felt the weight of it all pressing down on her.
A sob escaped her lips as she leaned against the shower wall, her body shaking with the force of her emotions. She cried for her, for him, and for self. Yet, even in her tears, there was a resolve. She knew she had to pull herself together, for her child's sake, for herself.
Kavya stood there for what felt like an eternity, letting the water wash away her tears, but not her resolve. Slowly, she steadied herself, taking deep breaths. The fear and sadness didn't disappear, but she pushed them to the back of her mind, focusing instead on the small heartbeat inside her, a reminder of the new life she was responsible for.
As she turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, wiped away the last of her tears. She looked at her reflection one more time, this time with a sense of determination for her baby,for her future.
As Aayan stepped out of the kitchen, the soft clatter of dishes echoing behind him, he said, “The food is done, come and eat,” he called out, trying to keep his tone light. Kavya joined him at the table, sitting close enough to feel his presence, yet the air between them carried an unspoken tension.While they ate, Aayan glanced at her, a small smirk playing on his lips. “Pink suits you,” he said, his voice teasing but gentle. Kavya returned his smile, though her thoughts were far deeper than the surface of their conversation. “Yes, but I hate pink,” she replied, her smile lingering not for the color, but for him.
There was a quiet moment, a brief pause as they looked at each other, the noise of the world outside their little bubble fading into nothing. Aayan noticed her gaze, her smile that seemed to say more than words could convey. “What?” he asked, slightly puzzled by her silence. Kavya shook her head with a soft laugh, her smile refusing to waver.
But their peaceful moment was abruptly interrupted by the buzz of Aayan’s phone. He glanced at the screen, reading the message from Asfa: “WAITING DOWN.” Aayan’s expression shifted as he quickly stood up. “Okay, I gotta go,” he said, his tone suddenly urgent.
Kavya’s face fell, her earlier contentment slipping away. “At least finish your meal,” she insisted, a hint of irritation in her voice. “When will you return?” she asked, her concern for him clear.
“Really soon,” Aayan replied, offering a reassuring smile before leaning in to kiss her forehead gently. “Rest well, and don’t touch the dishes,” he added before hurrying out the door.
Downstairs, Asfa stood beside her car, a wide smile on her face. “So, where are we going today?” she asked, her voice full of energy. Aayan's response was straightforward and without emotion. “To the Makhijas,” he said, buckling his seatbelt.
Asfa’s smile faded. “You mean Swara’s house?” she asked, her tone uncertain. Aayan nodded, his face serious. “Yeah, your guess is right,” he confirmed.
As they drove, Asfa tried to make conversation. “How’s your friend, Kavya?” she asked, her eyes on the road but her thoughts clearly elsewhere. Aayan responded with a simple, “She’s really good,” his tone neutral.
There was a moment of silence before Asfa spoke again, more hesitant this time. “I heard about her…” she began, but Aayan cut her off with a polite nod, not wanting to delve into the topic. “Well, I’m sorry,” Asfa said, the guilt in her voice evident.
Aayan looked at her and smiled softly. “You don’t need to apologize,” he replied, his tone calm but firm. “You just drive,” he added, gently turning her chin so she would focus on the road.
As they neared Swara’s house, Aayan’s heart raced. The familiar sight of the terrace brought a flood of memories, and he could almost feel the weight of that night in March pressing down on him again. Asfa parked the car near the garden, her own feelings of guilt swirling around her as she followed Aayan out of the car.
“So, what’s next?” Asfa asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
Aayan took a deep breath, his mind racing as he gestured toward the house. They began their silent walk, both weighed down by their own fears and hopes. Just as they approached the entrance, a soft voice called out, “Aayan…”
They turned to see Mrs. Makhija, her eyes filled with a mixture of warmth and sorrow. She gently touched Aayan’s cheek, a small smile on her lips. “It’s the right time,” she said, her gaze lifting towards Swara’s room.
Aayan swallowed hard, the reality of the situation settling in. Asfa watched him, trying to understand the man beside her, as Aayan silently resolved to face what was to come.
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Echoes of the Field: Love's Bittersweet Symphony
RomanceIn the bustling streets of Kolkata, where dreams soar as high as the iconic Howrah Bridge, lies a tale of love, loss, and the beautiful game that binds them together. Meet Aayan, a 20-year-old student at Presidency University of Calcutta, whose hear...