I Was In The Driveway Of August's House And Tried To Clean Myself Up Before He Saw Me But I Was Too Late. August Ran To My Car And Opened The Door Scaring Me A Little Bit. He Got In The Passenger Seat And Began To Stare At Me. I Hide My Bruised And Bleeding Face By Looking Out My Window But He Grabbed My Face And Clenched His Jaw In Anger. I Never Told August About Lano Beating On Me If I Did He Would Murder Somebody. All I Could Do Is Cry It Was Still Silence Until August Broke It With His Yelling And Screaming.
"JOURNI IM GONE KILL HIM HE PUT HIS GOD DAMN HANDS ON YOU AND YOU AINT SAY SHIT TO ME WHAT IF HE WOULDVE HIT LANNI AND IF HE TOUCH MY BABYGIRL IM GONE HURT HIM FORREAL." August Shouted While Punching The Dashboard.
"Auggie Stop Fucking Yelling At Me I Don't Need To Take This Shit From You I Left Him For Good And I Didn't Wanna Tell You Because You Fucking Crazy I Can't Loose You Aug I Fucking Love You." I Spoke Crying Harder And Covering My Mouth At The Fact That I Just Told Him My Real Feelings.
"Journi Why You Ain't Tell Me Sooner." He Spoke With His Voice Cracking.
"I Was Scared August I Thought You Looked At Me As Just A Bestfriend And Nothing More. I Mean I Have A Child And Its Not By You So I Thought You Wouldn't Want Me Plus I Was Scared To Leave Lano( In The Media) That Would Just Give Him Many More Reasons To Beat My Ass And He Already Think I'm Cheating With You." I Said Stopping My Crying.
"Journi You Need To Be Held By A Real Man He Just Like Pampers On That Childish Shit." He Spoke With His Eyes Getting Watery.
"Then Hold Me August , Hold Me And Promise You Won't Let Me Go I Need You August Please Don't Leave Me." I Said Crying Again.
"I Promise Journi I Put That On Mel." He Said Hopping Out The Passenger Seat And Coming Over To My Side. He Opened My Door And Grabbed The Bags And I Grabbed My Phone And Other Stuff. He Motioned For Me To Go In The House So I Did.
"Journi Take A Shower And Clean Yourself Up Put On Something Comfortable And Come Downstairs After You Done."
"Ok Auggie." I Said Slightly Smiling.
"My Name Is Bae Now Lano Is Dead To Us." He Said Grabbing Me And Kissing My Bruises.
I Pulled Away And He Look Confused I Ran To The Bathroom And Cried. This Time It Was Tears Of Joy I Have Never Really Been Loved Before. I Started My Shower And Then Got My Towel And Rag. I Took A Nice Hot Shower That Stung A Little When It Hit My Bruises. A Hour Later I Got Out The Shower And Put On My Spandex Shorts And Sports Bra Then Made My Way To The Living Room Where August Was.
"Damn Girl You Look Good." He Said Chuckling.
"Shut Up Auggie." I Say Plopping Down On The Couch Next To Aug.
"Why You So Far Come Her Guh." He Said Pulling Me Closer To Him.
"August." I Say While Laying My Head On His Tatted Chest.
"Yes Baebeh." He Speaks In His Accent.
"I Love You." I Say Squeezing Him Tightly.
"I Love You To Now Lay Down." I Did As I Was Told But I Haven't Had Sex Since I Had Lanni Which Was 4 Yrs Ago. I Wasn't Ready.
"August I Don't Think We Ready For Sex Yet." I Say Rising Up A Little.
"Jo Who Said We Having Sex You Said You Wanted Me To Hold You And Never Let You Go So That's What I'm Gone Do." He Said Kissing Me Passionately. August Held Me That Night And I Felt More Then Loved For The First Time Every.
