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Jaeyong
I walked the foggy pathway full of flowers, it was dark yet the dark blue color was visible.
I touch the flowers along the pathway, my hands freezing most likely from the cold. Or from my loved one's death?
Work felt lonely today, almost like every inch of light and happiness turned off.
The students grieved with me, they miss you, i miss you.
Are you looking out for us above the sky?
I got awfully drunk yesterday, woke up with a horrible headache, felt like I'll throw up any second. I don't know what happened last night but i remember my friends yelling out my name.
"JAEHYUN STOP YOU'LL KILL YOURSELF BY DOING THAT!"
Or maybe i do remember.
I sit outside on our apartment rooftop, just right on the edge, staring at the photo album we made. The tears in my eyes made it harder to see the photos.
I place the photo album down, staring at the stars above. I stand up, patting the dirt off my pants. I take a last look above to the sky, the stars felt so close.
I took my last breath.
