I need You || Seungchan

6. "Complicated"

"Open the fucking door!" yelled Seungmin while banging on Chan's apartment door. Chan called him to his apartment around nine at night and there he was, banging on his door because he's not answering.

Seungmin was already frustrated from work. The clients he has to design parfume bottles for made him redo and touch up the work he's done several times. He's been working on the design for what felt like years, that were actually a couple of weeks.

Seungmin was already feeling sexually frustrated. Sucking Chan's dick earlier in the bathroom stall didn't help him at all, more like made things even worse. He had to go through the rest of the day with a painful boner and no way or time to reales himself.

"What the fuck is he doing more important than
answering his fucking door?!" Seungmin sighed madly in frustration.

"I'm coming now, hold on just a second!" he finally heard the older man's voice behind the closed thick door.

Relief washed over him knowing Chan didn't ditch him this time. But that relief lasted a second before Chan opened the door. As Seungmin was ready to throw himself at him and kiss him until they both ran out of breath a blonde head popped up behind Chan. His face completely fell.

Just what the fuck was Felix doing there?

Chan mouthed a sorry before welcoming Seungmin inside. Seungmin felt embarrassed and anger take over him all at once. He felt hot, angry hot and horny hot. He covered the front of his pants with his backpack and followed Chan to sit on the sofa in the living room.

"Wait a minute, will you?" Chan came quickly to whisper into Seungmin's ear before sitting down himself.

"So...You must be Seungmin!" began Felix the conversation, it felt too awkward. "Chan told me a lot about you and I also saw you in one of the pictures in his room."

"Right. And you must be Felix. Nice to meet you." Seungmin greeted back.

"What brings you here so mad though?" Felix let out a small laugh, "I thought you were about to kick the door open just a minute ago."

Seungmin felt his face heat up, with a dark red color appearing on his smooth pale skin. He laughed awkwardly back too and invented a stupid excuse to why he's suddenly at his best friends apartment door madly demanding to be let in.

"You lost your USB here? Then let me help you too." Felix sat up but Chan immediately pulled him back down by his wrist. "What?"

"It's fine, I'll help him find it, don't worry. I said I'm taking you home now and I won't break my word on that."

Felix sighed softly, "Alright, alright. But there's no need to bring me home now that Seungmin's here, I'll have Hyun pick me and drop me off."

"If you say so, beautiful."

They greeted eachother goodbye and Chan shortly returned to Seungmin, looking a little nervous and apologetic.

"I'm sorry, Seung. We worked until late and I invited him over for dinner. You know we've been hitting it off so well lately." Chan sat beside Seungmin and put his arm wround Seungmin's shoulder.

"...Now that we're finally alone." Chan whispered in Seungmin's ear. "How about I repay you?"

Seungmin's mind was a mess. He went through so many emotions in such a short amount of time it became so tiring. He wanted to reject and agree at the same time. He missed Chan's full lips on his, his tongue licking freely into his own mouth. He missed Chan's attention on him, anytime he called him "baby" his heart was happy. He also missed the care Chan gave him before, meanwhile and after they've done it.

Just what did he want from Chan in that moment? Feelings? A good fuck so his frustration from work would go away? Nothing truly made sense.

Seungmin tried to understand his own thoughts and feelings before so many times. He knows he likes Chan like that all while Chan likes Felix, he was never bothered with that. But seeing them together. A part of him felt like dying.

"Chan, I..." no words left Seungmin's mouth. "I don't..."

Chan looked at him, his expression shifted into a worried one.

"Hey, hey! Look at me." he took Seungmin's hands into his. "Are you alright, Seung? If you're not up to it right now it's fine, we can wait."

Seungmin tried hugging Chan. They cuddled so many times when Seungmin wasn't feeling well, so this might help ease him up.

Chan understood what he wanted and layed down on the sofa to pull Seungmin on top of him for him to lay on his chest. Seungmin always calmed down whenever he listened to Chan's heartbeat, it felt comforting.

And he calmed down, but not enough. He lifted his head and looked Chan directly into his eyes.

"Is there something wrong?" Chan asked, staring back at him.
"Chan."

"Yes, baby?"

There he fucking went with it. His precious nickname, 'baby'. From time to time Seungmin wonders if he calls Felix baby too or if this nickname is preserved for him only.

"I'm still painfully hard." responded Seungmin.

"Want me to take care of it?" asked Chan smirking.

"I want you to fuck me." said Seungmin so determined.

Seungmin finally received the attention he missed from Chan. From the sweet and peaceful cuddles on his chest to the overstimulating sex they always craved satisfaction from.

And maybe the sex was the main problem to begin with. An established relationship as fuck buddies didn't need to go any further than just physically pleasure. It was different from their friendship and love. They were best friends who fuck when in need.

Seungmin needs to feel Chan's cock push into him. He needs his hole stuffed with cum that spills on the sheets after Chan pulls out. He simply needs all of it. But no other dick cand compare or replace Chan's, truly. He tried to, but nobody satisfied him as Chan did.