This last week has been insane, I have had some much going on. Like: being a mom and doing all the things a mom has to do.
Stressing over Jadon as he still isn't 100 percent sure if United is the club for him, I just don't want him to leave I have got so used to him living here.
Dealing with my future and the ideas I have planned with the football clubs there is so much I need to sort out.
And finding out I'm pregnant whichhhhhhhhhhh
I still haven't told Jadon about
I don't know what to do. Or how to tell him.
Will he be mad?
I don't know but what I do know is that I need to get out of bed. I told Jadon last night that if he woke up and I wasn't in the bed or in the house that I was going to be out but I will be back just before he needs to go to training.
Yesterday with Sunday meaning today is Monday a new start of the week. As normal on a Monday I like to do a weekly food shop as yesterday I made dinner using the last couple of things in the house. So after having a shower I made my way to the grocery store getting all the groceries.
After getting them all I made my way back home.
I put all the groceries away and started making French toast. I placed it in the oven to keep warm while I waited for Jadon and the twins the come downstairs. Eventually Jadon came downstairs he was already dressed and had some dirty laundry in his hands which he went and took into the utility room.
"You okay?" I say walking over to him wrapping my arms around his neck
"Mhm you?" He mumbled
"Yeah" i say with smile. I carried on looking in Jadon eyes waiting for him to do something
"Can you kiss me?" I say and he brought his head towards mine and kissed me
"Damn the first time I have ever had to ask you to do that" I say removing my hands and he laughed a little
"Going to get the twins. Breakfast is in the oven" I say to Jadon
I went upstairs and the twins were awake
"What is going on" I say laughing as I saw Tori on top of Tate
"Giving him cuddles" Tori says to me
"Aww that's nice" I to her and she smiled
I changed both of the kids into something comfortable for the day at home. We then went downstairs and joined Jadon at the kitchen island eating breakfast.
"Damn I need to go" Jadon says standing up getting his wash bag picking the slice of French toast on his plate which he didn't finish and he placed a kiss on my cheek making me laugh cause of the rush he was in
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After finishing breakfast I tidied the kitchen and I sat at the dinning table with Tate while Tori was playing with her toys. I laid all 6 bags badges in front of Tate for the Tate football academy and let him pick his favourite looking badge
"I like this one" he says pointing at it
"Okay. So now you need to pick 2 colours. The 1st colour is going to be the colour of the shirt and the 2nd colour is going to be just used for little things" I say him
Tate picked a black shirt with a light blue colour for the little detail. Then he was done just as he was finished a trainer turned up at the door.
Tate has been so into football recently and really wanting to take it more seriously so I decided to get a trainer one a week for him. So both him and the trainer were in the backyard playing football.
While he was outside Tori came and sat with me
"Which badge do you like Tori?" I asked her
"This one" she says pointing to
"Okayy and colours?" I asked her
"Pink and purple" she says smiling
"Okay so shall we do a purple shirt with pink for the small details?" I asked her and she nodded her head
Tori went of to do her thing she didn't have much time for me it was like she was in a rush to play with her toys.
