A Half Blood, But of Which World?

Chapter 1: 12 years ago

Lilys POV

I was sitting in the living room of mine and James house. James had left for a guys night with Sirius and Remus, which I did not mind at all at the time. I was 5 months along in my pregnancy and i finally knew the gender. It was going to be a baby boy I was so excited to finally have a child. Well one with James... 

A few years ago I had meant this man and he was amazing he seemed godlike, and i actually forgot that I had been dating James at the time when he was around. Things happened and I gave birth to a baby girl nine months later. Throughout the whole pregnancy James was suspicious about my actions but i used a spell and it hid my bump. I loved the little girl but I knew that if I kept her James might begin to suspect things so i just left her on the side of the road in the muggle parts of town hoping that someone  would take care of her.

I know that what I had done was horrible and I should have given her to a witch or wizard but I figured it was safer elsewhere for her with Voldermort on the move. With me going to have another child all I can think of in these last 5 months is her. I wonder how shes doing, where she is , if she is even alive. I try not to think too much of it but I can't stop.

I did not realize all the time that had gone by until there was a knock on the door. I grabbed my wand and opened the door only to be granted with my drunk partner in the arms of his bestfriends.

"What the bloody hell have you three been up to. You guys promised to stay mostly sober!" i yelled at the three man childs in the archway of the front door and waved them in.

As they were walking in Remus replied" Lily im sorry i should have been watching these two . I went to the bathroom for three minutes, THREE MINUTES!.." he yelled

Before he could continue Sirius interrupted him" And I dared james to take shots with me. first one to stop losses. we each had like  6 then james stopped but he was sooo drunk ,  like me " Sirius slurred but he managed to stay smiling even with my heavy glare settiling on him.

" OUT get OUT" I yelled at the top of my lungs while pointing at the door" I dont want to see your faces for the next week get out now before i hex you , OUT" I yelled for the final time

the boys seemed to realize i was serious and booked it out of the front door shutting it fully behind them. I was tired and did not want to deal with this aat all but had to deal with it as i realized that james was still on the couch drunk and seemingly passed out I sighed and walked over to him and sat down.

As i was playing with his hair he started to stir. 

" Lily i'm sorry I did not mean to get so drunk but you also should have known that I could not turn down a dare from them" He sighed then turned around and fell asleep.

He is right I should have known but I was just too focused with the pregnancy to really remember. Sirius is a party animal i should not have thought he would walk home sober with the rest of them. I laugh silently at me slight stupididy and realize I should have just said to stay here so that nothing bad would have really happened. If they were here i would have told them no to shots and stopped them if they were getting too drunk but oh well.

I spin around fast when I hear a knock at the window and a note on it. I get up so i can read the note and i says " Tell James sorry and at the same time next week. :) "  When I finish looking at it i whisper under my breath.

James sits up and asks " What did the note say and why did you whisper under your breath Lily flower?"  I look at him not really realizing he had seen me read the note or hear me.

" I look at him" Oh nothing really just something that you are not going to do because it will have the same outcome.  And for you  to know i called them bloody gits because , well they are" I said with a slight smile on my face.

James smiles up at me " Well i cant fight you there they can be real gits at times" He laughs

I laugh too ,silently agreeing with him about his friends. I sit down next to James and curl up in a ball and fall asleep on his shoulder all of my previous stress about my daughter and the new baby boy on the way long forgotten as  I fall into a stress less sleep.

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Hey guys first chapter is done and like i said im too lazy to edit this so if there is any spelling mistakes feel free to comment on what they are . I really hope everyone is liking this and want to keep reading on  bye bye for now :)

                    - thatgirlincabin6