𝐌𝐨'𝐧𝐲𝐣𝐚𝐡 𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐦
𝟐𝟏| 📍𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞mo'nyjah sat in the dark, she wasn't feeling happy.
she wasn't feeling like herself, she felt that kaysen was the only one that brought her happiness and they haven't talked in 2 weeks.
she didn't know what was wrong with him but he stopped answering her calls.
she wished she knew where he lived so she could just pull up on him but she didn't.
she was hopeless, she just wanted to know if he was okay.
she wanted to know if he was still alive.
𝐊𝐚𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐧 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐆𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧
𝟐𝟑|📍𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞kaysen stared at the wall with low red eyes, he was very high at the moment .
he smoked two blunts and popped two percs, he wanted something to take the pain away.
he liked drugs because it brought him to a whole different world, when he was on drugs he felt alive.
he felt ok.
but when he wasn't on drugs, all his problems hit him at once.
dealing with the lost of his grandmother and little brother took a toll on him.
he didn't think it would get this bad, he was already depressed but them passing made him even more depressed.
he hated living, he hated getting up every morning knowing that he was just here.
he wanted to be ok, no he needed to be ok.
he wanted to hold on for mo'nyjah, he made a promise to her but he knew he wouldn't keep that promise for long.
he got up from the bathroom floor and looked at himself in the mirror.
he felt that he was the most disgusting human being ever, he hated to look at himself.
he hated being kaysen, he wanted to be someone else.
he didn't want to go through pain, he wanted to be happy.
he wanted to be someone else.
he left the bathroom and layed in his bed, he grabbed his phone seeing 50 missed calls from mo'nyjah.
he decided not to call her back, he just went to their messages.
he clicked the voice recording and said a simple i'm ok mo
he ended it and pressed send and once it went through he cut his phone off and let it drop to the floor .
short story btw, everything is going fast and this book is only going to be 11 chapters.
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