Selfish

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God why do they have to be so difficult, why do I even like Sesshomaru. The girls went to copy some notes and I walked around, So I like Sesshomaru can't even lie about my feelings, but why though? "DAMN IT" I yelled kicking a wall, "Talisa?" A voice said, I look over to see Kotaro, "hey" I sighed. "So you like Sesshomaru" he said, I nod, "And your upset because?" He said, "It's not like I can tell him my feelings, he hates humans" I said, "He keeps a human child with him" he argued, "Let's not forget every time I see him he's trying to kill Inuyasha" I replied back, "True but you did say recently he's been cool".

Kotaro has been debunking everything I say, "I'm just scared" i sighed, "reasonable Id be terrified if I'd like a demon" he teased, I gave a small glare and he shut up. "Right tell me about our bracelet" I said, "I placed Hikaru horn in it and I can use fire what can yours do!" I asked, "All I know is you can use essences of demon part to add power to the gems" he said, "I see" I muttered.

I say goodbye to Kotaro and walk to Kagome house, I seen my father was talking with Kagomes mom in the kitchen, he looks happy? I haven't seen this look since mot— "Talisa HELP ME" Kagome yelled, I walked to her room to see bunches of books. The rest of the night I help Kagome study she should be half ready for the test, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN STILL NEED TIME" Inuyasha yelled, "Sorry got a test bye" Kagome yelled running off, Inuyasha looked over at me, "I'm not running to school" I said walking off.

As I was sitting in class my eyes widened when I seen a flash of red and white? Please tell me Inuyasha didn't come to the school, I groan when I heard a loud sit. I got excused out of class and I went to the only place that wouldn't be suspicious for Kagome and Inuyasha to meet, "Why are you here?" I asked, they both jumped, "Kagome forgot her food" Inuyasha said, "let's all eat up here" Kagome smiled.

"Seems like the food got messed up" Kagome muttered, "damn what you do?" I said to Inuyasha. We went home later on and we seen Kagome family, Inuyasha and my father watching the news, our eyes widened when we seen a drawing of Inuyasha on the tv, "that's my hat" Inuyasha said, "What did you do before getting to school" Kagome asked.

I stayed downstairs as Kagome went to study and Kagome brother was teaching Inuyasha how to use a shower. "So how was school?" My father asked, "it was fine" I said, "so I learned form Kagome mom that going to the past is dangerous" he said, "Are you sure this is what you want to do?" He asked. "I have to-", "you don't have to you can't find the jewel shards and someone else can take care of the child" he said cutting me off, "Why do you really keep going" he asked, "I-i" I couldn't find the words to explain, "I feel free when I'm in the past and I have friends, I feel at place, and there's Sess-" I caught myself.

Sesshomaru pov

"My lord look" Rin said running towards me, I look down to see her holding a flower crown, "how's your head?" I asked, "It's better" she said. "My lord I'm sorry that me and Jaken went off" Rin said, "Don't apologize Rin it was my fault" Jaken said, "your right it is your fault" I glared, he jumped a little, "I thought I could steal Inuyasha sword but my plan failed" he said bowing, "make sure it doesn't happen again" I said. I will have Narakus head for daring putting me in his childish games and the nerve to try and consume me the great dog demon.

We landed because Rin needed the bathroom. I let out a sigh and lean against a tree, I think about the past few weeks, all this started when I met Talisa, my thoughts have completely changed never in my life would I take care of a human child or even dare to think romantically about a human. I felt my sword pulsing, I unsheathed my sword and held it, "Why have you cursed me father" I said, will I end up like him having a half demon child? Wait why am i thinking about having children with-, "My Lord are you ok your face is red?" Jaken said in a panic, my face is red? I look in the reflection of my sword to see I'm blushing hard.

I like Talisa? I mean we do have some physical chemistry and the way she smiles is cu-, "Jaken I'll be back" I said flying off. As I was flying I smelt Kagura, "what got you flying away quickly" she asked. We both land in a open field and I glare, "It's not like it was my idea" she said rolling her eyes, "Talk faster" I ordered, "What has you so testy today, don't tell me that human child almost dyi-" I grabbed her throat before she dared finishing that sentence.

"Touchy topic" she choked, "I'm not in the mood" I growled, "oh your not just upset about the child your mad about Talisa" she mocked, my grip grew tighter and she gasped, I let her go and she falls to the ground. "Did you two get into a fight?" She asked, "It's none of your business" I said, I started to walk off, "You like her!" She said, I stopped in my tracks, "Sesshomaru that will never work" she said, "Ignoring the fact she's human but she has a life in the future, are you that selfish to steal her dreams?" Kagura argued.

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