"You've gone soft..." |• A Wenclair Story •|

|• Chapter 2: Why? •|

A/n: hey guys Wsp

TW Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha I'm dying haha 🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭

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Wednesday Addams's Pov:

I woke up, still close to the bright colorful wolf.

I immediately pulled away and went out of the room into the bathroom, my cheeks flushed red in embarrassment.

I can't be soft or vulnerable anymore. I was the reason crackstone got resurrected, because I got too soft around Tyler.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror for a little while, just thinking, and then pull my gaze away and lean against the bathroom wall.

Of course, by now, my head was racing in thoughts, and it was starting to get overwhelming.

My head, the small drops of water dripping from the sink, the calamitous voices from incompetent adolescents outside the school, the shrieking peeps of birds pouring from the open window, the sound of Enid's breath as she slept, which yes  I could hear, due to my highly trained olfactory senses, was all too much for me.

I sank against the floor and curled into a ball, my head in my knees and my eyes closed as everything started to get louder.

Everything closed in on me, leaving only my ragged breathing and the feeling of my uniform.

The uniform texture wasn't right. It was too scratchy. I couldn't move, though.

It only took me a few seconds to realize I was hyperventilating.

And then my head. Louder. Louder. Louder, louder, louder.

My eyes trailed to the cupboard. Recently, I'd been having this certain urge, one I haven't had in a long time. I don't know why it's been hitting me like this now.

My head. Louder.

I need something.

Louder, louder-

And then, it all quieted down at one singular voice from outside the door.

"Wednesday?" I heard the voice call.

Oh god. Why her??

I didn't respond. I couldn't. I was unable to even breathe.

"Wens, I'm gonna come in," she announced.

I couldn't say yes, I couldn't say no. I just sat there in a ball, my breathing faster then someone about to crumble due to a guillotine.

I heard the door open, and heard a small gasp and footsteps approaching me.

"Willa, you okay?" She asked softly, sitting on her knees next to me.

I shook my head and tried to get out a few words.

"T-... t-too m-much noi-se," I managed to get out between my amazing perfect panicking breath.

"Okay. Are you panicking?" She asks, in that same tone.

I hesitate but eventually nod.

She hums and speaks. "Mm. Okay. Can I touch you, or is that too much?" She asks.

I nod. It would be fine with her.

I feel her hand on my back and I feel her lean close to me.

"Okay, wens. Just follow me, yeah? We're gonna go in... And out... good job," she praised.

I swallowed and continued.

Eventually, with more coaxing, my panic came to a halt and I let out a sigh, slumping further into myself.

"You okay?" Enid asks softly.

I nod, then pull my head out of my knees and sit there for a moment.

"Tell anyone about this and you won't have vocal chords anymore," I warn.

Then, I stand up.

Enid stands up with me.

"Hey, you want headphones or somethin for class?" She asks with a smile.

"I suppose that wouldn't be the worst idea. Unless they're pink, then you can raise a gun to my temple and pull the trigger." I inform.

She smiles and rolls her eyes.

In all reality, I'm really not joking when I make those jokes.

She gives me the headphones. They're gray. I guess that's fine.

"Thank you." I nod.

She smiles at me then gathers her stuff.

We walk off to class.

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After classes, I arrived back at the dorm. I ignored everyone most of the day, and now I tore my sweatshirt off, leaving me in a thin white long sleeve shirt.

I curled up with a book on my bed.

Well, it was 'The Exorcist' script, but same thing practically.

I laid down and started reading.

I heard someone come in, and tilted my head to see Enid skipping over to her bed.

"What's got you so painfully elated? Stop it." I instructed.

She rolled her eyes and answered with a smile. "Yoko told me about the party going on at Bianca's dorm." She smiled.

"Hm. I'm not going." I said.

She nodded. "I figured. I'm gonna head out soon, call me if you need anything, Kay?" She smiled.

I nodded and tore my gaze back towards my book-script.

I kept reading.

And then Enid left, leaving me alone in the dorm.

Why did I miss her?

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A/n: hey guys how's life goin

So idk how I'm gonna grapple 3 stories at once but yk I might be able to...?

I'll prob update in order of priority so:

-Mean
-Clean
-this one

:)