(A/N: Okay so after today I won't be able to update in about 2 weeks because the laptop is at my dads and I only come here once every 2 weeks.)
I heard the screeching of brakes and something pushed me to the ground.
"Come on Ben. Open your eyes." I opened my eyes to see Andy's blue orbs staring at me.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt? Why did you do that?" He threw questions at me.
"Calm down Andy, I'm fine. Sadly." I said, getting up off the ground.
"Good, I was worri- wait a second. What the hell do you mean sadly? Are you trying to get yourself killed?" He shouted.
"Uh...well actually yeah. I was." I answered truthfully. By this time the others had reached us.
"We need to get you back to Warped before you try anything else stupid." James said.
"We'll come." Ashley insisted.
"Yeah, come on. Jake, you get Ben. And don't let him go on any circumstances." CC said.
"Kay." Jake replied and grabbed my good arm. He started pulling me along and even though I tried getting away his grip was as strong as motherf***ing iron.
***Time skip to when they get back to AA's bus***
"Ben, give me your arm." Danny ordered.
"No." I stubbornly replied.
"Give him your arm." Sam nearly shouted. I flinched back and whimpered.
"I'm sorry Ben. Just give him your goddamn arm!" He sighed. I handed over my right arm and smirked.
"Your other arm Ben." Jinxx said. I hesitantly gave Danny my left arm and tried to pull back when he lifted up the sleeve but he had a strong grip on it.
"Oh my god." He gasped. "Why did you do this? There are even old scars! How long have you been doing this?"
"I started when I was 14 and stopped about a month ago, then I relapsed yesterday. You wouldn't understand." I hissed.
"No, we don't understand and we're not going to lie and say we do, but if you tell us we'll try too." He replied.
"I like someone, but they don't like me back. I know I have no chance with this person but my stupid heart won't listen to my brain and I hate myself for this! I shouldn't even like this person, everyone would hate me. You would probably kick me out of the band. This is why my parents hate me, because of all this." I whispered.
"We would never kick you out of the band; you're basically a brother to us. Who is it you like?" James asked.
"I-I c-ca-can't say." I said between sobs.
(A/N: Sad Ben makes my heart break.)
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Bad Romance (Brusnop)
FanfictionBen thought he was straight, well until Danny came into his life. Now he's stuck questioning everything, from whether he should go to therapy, come clean to his family and friends about his problems, to thinking about confessing to Danny, quitting t...
