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mani had just walked in her house hearing glass break from upstairs
"WHAT THE HELL ! " i ran upstairs seeing my mom destroy my room knocking everything over
"MOM WHAT IS U DOING" i ran to pick up my stuff putting it on my bed
"WHERE IS THE MONEY BITCH " my mom yelled at me
" MOM WHAT MONEY ARE U TALKING ABT I DONT HAVE NO MONEY " i said confused cus 1 why dh is u in my room 2 what makes u think i gt sum money
"YES YOU DO BITCH I NEED MONEY FOR MY STUFF AND U ACTIN LIKE U DONT HAVE NO MONEY "
"MOM WHAT ARE U TAB AND WHY ARE U IN HERE "
" LIL WHORE ASS GIRL U DNT QUESTION ME IN MY HOUSE "
bt i pay the bills round here bt okay
my mom walked over to my shoe box i kept in my closet to hide my money to save up for my apartment
"SO YO BITCH DO HAVE MONEY YOUR MOM HAS NEEDS AND U ACT LIKE- BITCH IM TAKING ALL THIS SHIT "
"WHAT BRO STOP ITS 2,000 in there and its mine yo YOU TRIPPING" i said reaching for it
"MOVE BITCH FOR I KILL YOU" she said pushing me getting on top of me punching me in my face over and over leaving me wit a bloody nose and a black eye
"YOU WAS A MISTAKE BITCH I SHOULD HAVE KILLED U I HATE YOU I NEVER WANTED KIDS U MADE YOUR FATHER LEAVE I WISH U WOULD HAVE KILLED YOUR SELF BITCH" she said spitting on my cheek
" Okay " was all i said and went back to my room closing my door picking up everything off the floor from clothes shoes and hygiene products and stuff
I was used to this by now it started when i was 7 my mom just randomly started hitting on me she started to take drugs and do pills i wasn't fazed anymore
And i was leaving to get out of this house hold but she took everything from me she took my money from my car i had to wait 4 months to restack my paper for my car.
everytime she would get in these moods or whatever she would hit me and apologize the next day and still keep wtv she took
anytime i would ask for it back she would slap me and say i was a spoiled brat and how she did everything to make ends meet so i just stopped
even tho things at home wasn't the best i still kept a smile on my face i wasn't rude i didn't talk about my feelings bc i just found tht pointless
bt if anyone asked me if i was ok i would tell them yea im okay but deep down i wasnt i was hurting i wanted things to get better bt they didn't
so all i did was Pray and ask God to help me and i stuck by tht motto cus ik he gon make things better
after picking everything up off the floor and throwing glass away i took a nap
4 hours later ...
i wake up hearing my mom and boyfriend having sex i never liked her boyfriend bc he would say weird things and make me feel uncomfortable i would tell my mom
bt she would always tell me i was lying and that i never wanted her to be happy
which wasn't the case i love to see my mom happy even when im nt or she hurts me i still want to see her happy and thts goes for evb .
it was 7:30 at night i was hungry i only had 1000 dollars until my next paycheck which was in next week so i had enough money
even tho my mom took money i always made sure i had money to eat and buy snacks and to make sure my phone bill was paid on time
i got up and put on sum sweats and a hoodie wit sum slides
i grabbed my keys and phone and make my way downstairs
"mh u look good mani where u goin" my mom creepy ass bfn said grabbing my arm
"pls stop talking to me and quit GRABBING ME LIKE DAT" i said trying to hold back tears
i wasn't a cry baby i only cried when it was needed
i got in my car playing homesick by antent
cashmurda: i gotta weird music taste so dnt come for me 😒
i pulled out the drive way just riding to the store i didn't have anywhere in particular to go i just wanted to drive and get out the house
it was a lil dark texas bt yk its wtv
i got out the car ordering me sum food and going to get sum snacks till they called for my order
as i was getting my water i bumped into someone
"aye watch where tf u goin kid"
"sorry ian mean to do tht " i said looking down sum times i just wanna avoid conversations with people
he just turned around and mugged me
"bitches be onnat shii ons" he said
i didnt say anything i just kept doing what i was doing i personally didn't have time to go back and forth with smb i didn't know
i got my food and placed it in my passenger seat i drove to my favorite place which was a cliff i sat on
every time something happened at home i would just come here and take my mind off things and have conversations with myself .
Cashmurda: i love convos wit myself she understands me
:cashmurda okay dis sum slight ig i hope yall liked it its nt much bt yea byeee
