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i woke up to somebody singing throw it away by summer walker the house filled wit sum good ass food icl
i walked to the bathroom grabbing a toothbrush brushing my teeth and washing my face
goin to manii guess room cus ik she dnt want nb taking a shower in her shii
25 minutes later
i walked downstairs seeing her sway her body across the kitchen floor dancing to butterflies by queen najia
"i remember when u told me u was scared to fall inlove again " she sung
mama got a beautiful ass voice nl
ionk what i was doing bt i walked behind her wrapping my hands around her waist swaying wit her these last two weeks gt me feeling sum type of way abt her
ion even do shii like dis bt it sum abt her that's drawing me to her for sum odd ass reason
"AHH WTF" she moved quick asf from me
i laughed " why u move " i said
"cus u coming up in here scaring tf outta me what's wrong wit u khi" she said holding her chest
" im sorry mama " i went to hug her
she didn't hug me back YEA I WAS SALTY ASF who gon check me oh okay
"girl hug me back tf " i said rolling my eyes
she hugged me back when MY SONG while we're young by jhené came on we hugged for 5 minutes i was in deep thought
i liked mani her personality the way she carried herself how she never had to depend on anyone and how she was goofy her smile her laugh .
how she notices the smallest things abt me she makes me feel wanted sum i have never felt before she makes me feel like i genuinely matter to her .
i didn't wanna hug her for to long so i tried to let go but she kept holding me i didn't mind icl dis sum i been wanting for a long time
to feel loved by someone even tho we dnt date i liked her more den life its self
"baby while we're young we should just have fun we should do wtv we want and tell everyone dat we fell inlove wit eachother"
she sung to me holding my face looking ah nigga deep in his eyes
she think im cuteee she wanna have sexxxx
"mannn move making ah nigga feel sum type of way nsht"
i said cus ah nigga was blushing onna low bt she'on need to know that ofc
"boy bye come lets eat cus im hungry ash" she said placing our food at the kitchen table
we said grace and ate ngl we talked the whole time we was tab our plans for the future how many kids we want and what we wanna do in life
even after eating we washed the dishes tg washed clothes tg still talking i think our talks lasted 3 hours each
it was 5:30 it was time for me to go i had to go visit my mom i never had a good rls wit my mom she used to make me feel bad abt myself and talk down on me
and say ian gon eva be shii when i was little bt even when she did allat i still visit her she had des moods ts thing she got better
and stop doing it ionk what happened bt im glad it did
"aye baby" i called out for mani yes i call her names like she my gfn so who gon bma ?
"oop nt u calling me baby chile bt wsp " she came inna room wit me sitting down in her pink chair
" im finna head to my mama house visit her nsht den imma go home cus i gt sum plays to run " i said bein honest cs fuck im lying fo
"okay dats fine u coming back tmr or naw "
"yea imma come back tmr "
"ight dats coo js lmk i'll see u later and pls be safe khi frl " she said hugging me kissin my forehead
"i will ma imma call u when i make it home and text u when i get to my mom house or keep my location on"
"u dnt gotta do allat bt okay" she said laughing
"ight bt imma go bye" i said kissing her cheek
"kk"
i walked outside to my car playing potential by summer walker
" MANI CAUGHT MY INTEREST TALKIN HER SHII SO INTRIGUING YEA YEA WE GON GO FAR GO THE DISTANCE I COULD SEE IT "
"IAN TRYNA BE OUT HERE WIT MY HOPES UP IF MANII LEAVE IMMA FUCK HER UP DNT CHANGE UP ON ME INNA LONG RUN "
"KEEP IT OPEN 100"
yes i did remix dis song abt me and my future wife df hollon maybe im bein delusional on sum shii
𝒦𝒽𝒾 𝓂𝒶𝓂𝒶 𝒽ℴ𝓊𝓈ℯ！
i pulled up to my momma house seeing a familiar looking car i js brushed it off nt caring frl
when i walked in i heard a familiar voice a voice dat sent hurt to my life my ex gfn london.
london was my ex gfn i loved her so much i went back to her after her cheating on me multiple times she used to beat on me and throw my past in my face
i told her about my past after 4 months of us dating and how my my use to say horrible things to me and how my dad used to have random men come and touch me for money
while my mom wasn't home and how that fucked me up in the past and how that fucked up mental and she didn't care
one day i came home she gave me sum to drink the room went blank i would up seein her friend reigns putting pants on i looked down i was fully naked
she had her bsf rape me i broke down in tears i couldn't even comprehend why she did dat shii
i didn't even speak to my mom i just walked out the house going back to my car going home
walking into my house i popped two percs wit sum lean and felt the pain and hurt leave my body and let the euphoria take over me i didn't even make my play bt shii its wtv
okay guys dat was khi chapter how we liking it so far
