Endless love on the Pitch

The tears in my throat

I arrive at Marc's house..I feel a nervousness within me the cannot be described. I don't know how Marc will react if I tell him about me and Hector but at the same time a lump in my stomach will probably disappear. I turn off the car and walk out the door, I walk slowly to the house as I reach to the porch. The clock is around 7am and Marc is probably awake at this point. I take a final deep breath before I open the door to the house.

I walk inside and I don't see Marc, I go further into the house, I walk to the kitchen as I hear a dark voice behind me. ''Where have you been??'' Marc says standing behind me holding his phone in his hand. ''I was at Julias..'' I say while I try to avoid eye contact with him ''Yeah sure because Julia lives in hector house?'' I look up at him as he said that ''Marc I can-'' Marc interrupt me ''WHY ARE YOU LYING NORA??'' I look at Marc. He usually don't act like this..I should tell him the truth right? ''I can't deal with you right now'' I walk away from him. Something is stopping me from telling him the truth.  I can hear Marcs footsteps behind me and then he suddenly grab me by the arms. ''let me go'' Marc lets me go ''I see you after your match'' I say as I walk out of the house. I don't know what to do anymore..I drive home and get to bed. I need to get some rest after this night. 

The morning comes and I wake up by the morning light. I feel like I'm a horrible person after everything I've done..I thought I would be a better person like this but clearly not. I get up and check my phone. The clock is about 15.30 and I have to get ready for the match. I know that Marc won't stay with me after I tell him about Hector but I can't hold it In anymore. 

I arrive at the stadium and the first thing I see is Hector and Marc standing on the pitch laughing with each other. I can't help but smile a bit. I love seeing him happy but this will ruin their friendship as well..what have I done..

I'm still looking at them as Hector looks up spotting me. We make eye contact but I quickly look away and walks off to an empty hallway to get away from everything. I shouldn't have come here in the first place. I lean against the wall as I hear someone coming ''Excuse me miss, are you okey?' I see a middle tall man with black hair ''Yes i'm fine thank you'' I say as the man look at me ''I'm Pedri'' He get ready to shake my hand ''I'm Nora'' I say as I shake his hand ''Oh you're Marc's girlfriend right? He talks about you allll the time'' Pedri says. Great now I'm feeling so much better. No. ''Ahh yes he's amazing'' I say with a fake smile ''I have to go but it was nice to meet you Nora'' Pedri say as he walks off. I felt the tears in my throat.. Why did I go to Marcs stupid party in the first place. I sit down to calm myself down. 

I look down at my hands. ''You shouldn't be here'' I know that voice..I look up. Is Hector.

I'm sorry that I haven't posted much❤️