Endless love on the Pitch

The Confess

I pull away from the kiss slowly. 

''Why did you pull away'' Hector ask me while he stills hold me around my waist. ''I just..I can't stop thinking about Marc'' I can see Hector face turn into an confused expression ''what? what are you talking about?'' He ask me as he let go of me ''I mean if-'' Hector cuts me off ''So you're telling me you're thinking about Marc when you kiss me?'' I look at Hector ''No I mean-'' He quickly cuts me off ''Marc was right about all along'' He walks towards my door ''Hector please don't leave'' He turn around. Hector start to walk towards me as he says ''Don't come with that bullshit Nora, you're standing here telling me you miss Marc while you kiss me'' I look at him ''that's not what I meant'' I say as he gives me a sarcastic grin ''You know fuck this, I knew exactly how this was gonna end.'' He walk towards the door and open it. I walk after him ''Nora, don't call me and text I done wanna see you again'' I felt sick to my stomach. I didn't even get to give my explanation why I'm thinking of Marc..shit 

Hector walk out of the door and leaves. What the hell just happened. 

I walk up to my bedroom again and lay in my bed. I turn around and scream into my pillow until I hear I knock on my door. I sit up slowly as my mom walks in. ''Nora, are you okey?'' She sits beside me in the bed as I felt tears rolling down my face. My mom gives me a big hug while she says ''Tell me what happened sweetie'' I wasn't sure if I should tell her or not but I couldn't hold it in

''I told hector that I couldn't stop thinking about Marc when he kissed me'' My mom look at me confused ''Who's Hector?''  I look at my mom and take a deep breath ''Is the guy I feel in love with when I was still together with Marc'' My mom jaw dropped ''I know, but he cheated on me and I thought hector was a fuck boy but some how I still got feelings for him''  My mom looks at me ''Do you love him?'' I look at my room ''I do..'' She sign ''But why are you still thinking about Marc then'' She had some facts in her words ''I..I think I need to talk to him and tell him that I love Hector.. it might be hard but I think that's the best think I could do'' I say while my mom says quiet for a bit before she finally speaks up ''and would that make you happier?'' I sign and look down at my hands ''It won't make me happier but I think the feeling that Marc knows that I love Hector and that I want to be with him would be a relieve'' My mom nods at my words ''Then what stops you, go and tell him how you feel'' I give my mom a hug ''Yeah..'' 

I get up from bed and grab my jacket from my chair..''thank you mom, I love you'' I give her a kiss on the cheek and leave.

I drive to Marcs house and I'm getting nervous ..what if he isn't home or maybe having a girl over .shit. I pull up to Marcs driveway and get out of the car. I take a deep breath and walk up to his door..I knock on it and wait. 

A few seconds later Marc opens the door..he's totally chocked and confused about seeing me.

''can I come in..'' Marc step away from the door so I can walk inside. This place give me so much nostalgia. I walk into the kitchen to sit on the chair ''do you want something to eat or drink'' Marc ask me without even asking what i'm doing at his place ''No i'm fine thank you, I came here to talk with you'' Marc sits down across me ''Marc, I know our relationship ended terrible and we both did some stupid things. I'm sorry for everything it was wrong of me but-'' Marc cuts me off ''you love Hector, don't you'' I look at him as I sign and nod ''I didn't want to make you upset or anything but.. I want you to accept that..'' Marc looks at me for a second ''I already knew that Nora, I'm not happy about that but I won't stop you two from loving each other'' I look at Marc ''and I'm sorry for cheating on you in the first place, I understand your anger and hurt'' He says as I get up to give him a hug. I hug Marc and he hugs me back..it's crazy that I didn't feel anything at all..not even a butterfly in my stomach from the hug.

Marc pulls away ''If I was you I would speak with Hector now because he's kinda angry'' I look at him confused ''He texted me and said that I was right about you and everything so do this for me okey'' I nod and walk towards Marcs front door ''And Nora'' I turn around ''Thanks for telling me I appreciate it, now hurry up your boy waits'' I roll my eyes and leave

I felt kinda weird speaking with Marc about this but I feel so much better..