Would you treat me any differently?

Would you treat me any diffrently

Would you look at me differently, talk to me differently, if I were to act the way you wanted, talked the way a women or gentlemen should, only then would you treat me kindly? I talk different and that upsets you, So you ask me to leave. I dress differently, you say I'm giving the wrong idea in someone else's head. You call me a name, and give me a disappointing look. Any time I am around I can see it in your eyes, you don't like what you see, you blink once or twice and wish you're in a nightmare, You may not say it at the time, but I see it and it shows loudly. If I acted the way a lady/gentlemen should, you'd brag to those around you. If I dressed as a lady or gentleman should, you'd give me less backhanded compliments, and your gaze would show kindness. I can't be me without people thinking shameless things of me. Words are loud but actions and physical expressions speak louder. Disappointment is all I see when I am around you, you and you too. 1,2 and 3 more people giving nasty looks at me. Why bother having me around if what you see displeases you? But yet you shame me for not liking to be around you. I see I can't be me, talk like me, dress like me, without your disappointed looks. Same goes for  backhanded comments or compliments, Either one, I will still remember. So as I lay my head on my pillow, close my eyes, I think to myself before sleep fully takes me. If I did what you say to the tip? Acted how a lady/gentleman should,speak how a lady/gentlemen should, and dressed how a lady/gentlemen should, would you treat me any differently?