The night we met/Tom Kaulitz story/

A monster

Tom's POV

When I came home, everyone was sitting in the living room. Gustav, Georg, Bill and Jess. They were watching TV and eating.  I sat down next to Gustav, who was sitting on the couch.

"Why do you have that goofy smile on your face?"  Georg asked. Everyone turned to me.

"I don't" I said trying to stop smiling.

"If you say so. Where have you been?" Bill asked. He was sitting next to Jess. They sat hugging each other as he stroked her arm.

"Just doing some business." I replied. I didn't want to tell them where I was and what I was doing, especially not the part where I kissed Taylor because they would make fun of me for that for a very long time. Sometimes they used to behave like children.

"Business or Taylor?" Jess asked. Everyone started to laugh. How did she know? And I just kissed her nothing more.

"What? No!" I was ashamed that they knew. Can I, Tom Kaulitz, be ashamed? No Tom snap out of it. You're the most feared mafia boss in Tokyo. Stop it.

"I saw you man. You don't have to be shy" Jess said. I wasn't shy. What is wrong with her.

"I can't take this anymore" I said and got up. They were still laughing and I just left. God they are the worst. What they didn't know is that wasn't the only reason why I was smiling.

Taylor's POV

I thought all day about what had happened with me and Tom. I couldn't say that to Harito. He would get angry and disappointed. I liked the kiss. I didn't know why I felt those butterflies in my stomach when he kissed me. Why didn't I want to move at first? I had so many questions that I either didn't know the answer or didn't want to answer.

That time when he kissed me, I felt some connection. I've never felt that feeling before. That nervousness during a kiss, the butterfly in my stomach... His beautiful brown eyes. I'll never forget his childish smile after the kiss.

Later that day I got a call from Harito saying to meet him at a café not far from the one  where I work. He said we need to have a serious talk. I didn't know what it was about, but he sounded worried and angry. I knew something was important, so I immediately went to change and left. It was around 6pm when I left apartment. All the way I was thinking about what he wanted to talk about. 

I walked into the café and Harito was already sitting at the table.

"Hey Harito, what's up?" I said, standing next to him. He didn't even want to look at me.

"Sit down" He said, still looking at the table in front of him. What's wrong with him. I was a little worried about all this.

"Tell me where have you been after work?" 

"Harito I was at home where else whould I be?"

"Taylor after you left where have you been. Who did you talk to and what happened. Just tell me. I want to hear it from you" He couldn't find out about the kiss. Only Tom and I knew that. There were no people around us who knows Harito.

"Harito I'm sorry but just hear me out" I tried to explain to him how it was. That he kissed me, not me, him. That it was all a mistake and that nothing would ever come between me and Tom, but he didn't want to listen to me.

"So it's true. Everything Tom told me is true"

"No Harito I-"

"Taylor. Don't deny it. Is it true?" 

"Yes but just let me explain-"

"There's nothing to explain here. After everything he did to us, you kissed him. Just don't talk Taylor. There is nothing to talk about." He said. 

Tears began to roll down my cheeks. Why didn't he believe me? I really didn't kiss him. He is me. Why can't he listen to me? He knows me best and would know if I was lying or not.

He got up and wanted to leave, but I grabbed his hand and then he looked me in the eyes. My eyes were red and full of tears.

"Harito please..." We were standing in the middle of the café. I held his hand and didn't want to let him go until he listened to me. He was the only one I have. I couldn't lose him. I'm already far away from my mom and now he's going to leave me too.

He just snatched my hand away and left. I watched as he walked away and I was standing in the middle of the cafe. I was alone again. 

I left the café after him, hoping to see him so that I could stop him and tell him how everything really was. But Tom was standing in front of the café. Harito nowhere in sight.

"Taylor..."

"Don't! Don't talk to me ever again. Look what you've done. How could you lie to him that I kissed you? Why did you tell him in the first place about the kiss?" I stood in front of him while I was crying. He's disgusting. I hate him. Why did he do it?

"Taylor I'm sorry... I really am" He said and grabbed my hand. Did he really think that his 'sorry' would fix everything?

"Don't touch me. Tell Harito how I touched you and I don't know lie to him even more. That's what you do best. Lie. Go on. Tell him but don't you dare talk to me" I said and left sobbing. He remained standing in front of the café with his head bowed. I didn't care about him anymore. I was disgusted. Does he like hurting me and Harito? Yeah I forgot  that he is a monster.

 A monster.

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