The night we met/Tom Kaulitz story/

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Tom's POV

She was just silent all day and didn't talk to anyone. I was the only one who knew what had happened to her that night. She began to believe me. This is progress.

Tonight we have a race and I have to prepare mentally. Everything that has happened in the past few days has totally shaken me. I still felt guilty about what had happened and I couldn't stop thinking about it. Everyone else was normal and it seemed to me that it didn't shake them at all like it did to me. Just like it did to Taylor.

 It was about 6 o'clock in the afternoon and everything was quiet. Everyone went to sleep because we need to stay up late in the evening. We have to be ready and rested. I walked around the house hoping that Bill would be awake. I needed him. I needed someone to talk to because all this was bothering me a lot.

I walked over to Bill and Jess's room, but there was silence. I slowly opened the door and Bill and Jess were asleep. I closed the door without making a sound not to wake them up, and then I heard some kind of rustling in the kitchen. I slowly walked to the kitchen and stood around the corner. I peeked in, and Taylor was standing in the middle of the kitchen, eating. She was wrapped in a blanket and was still wearing my clothes. Her hair was all shaggy and she had large black dark circles under her eyes. It was as if she hadn't slept in days. I didn't want to disturb her, so I just slowly left the kitchen and went to the room.

From the small bedside table next to my bed, I took cigarettes and went to the balcony. I lit a cigarette and that horrible scene appeared in front of my eyes. Taylor who was ready to jump off that balcony. I shook off my thoughts as much as I could and continued to smoke a cigarette.

I stood on the balcony in silence until the balcony door opened. I didn't turn around to see who it was  because I was already feeling a pair of hands wrapping around my waist. That was Taylor. She just hugged me tightly from behind and wouldn't let go. I stood there for a few minutes and then turned to face her. She looked at me with her big blue eyes. I knew she needed me. She only needed my presence, so I pulled her to me and hugged her.

I kissed her on the head, and her hair smelled like my shampoo, but I could still smell her scent. That was something special. Ever since I met her, she smelled like vanilla. Her clothes, her hair, her skin.

"Tom." she said in a low voice

"Yeah love?" 

"I know you have a race today. Please don't leave me alone. I'm scared" She said, tears welling up in her eyes.

"Hey hey don't you worry. I'll be home with you. I promise. Okay?" I said and wiped the tears from her cheeks. She just nodded and hugged me again.

Taylor's POV 

"Yeah mum I'm okay don't worry. How are you doing?" I talked to my mom on the phone. She called me to see how I was. I wanted to tell her the truth so bad. To tell her everything that really happened, but I didn't want to worry her. I don't like to lie to her, but that's the way it is.

*well honey I'm doing okay. How is Harito?* She asked me on the other end of the line

"He's okay. You wanna talk to him?" I asked her in the hope that she wouldn't ask me any more questions. I don't want to lie anymore

*yeah sure.* 

"Harito! Come here my mom wants to talk to you!" I shouted, covering my cell phone.

"You don't have to shout, I'm here. Give me the phone" He said and just snatched the phone from my hand. My mom has always loved him. Ever since we were children. He also loved her. Sometimes he would call her 'mom' by accident.

"What's this yelling all about?" Georg said as he walked into the living room. His hair was as if he hadn't brushed it in days.

"Nothing."  I said and sat down on the couch.

"Dude. Did you just wake up? We have to go in like 10 minutes!" Said Gustav who was sitting next to me

"Really?! Fuck!" Georg said and ran upstairs. I couldn't stand it. I had to laugh.

"Stop laughing Taylor! I can hear you!" He shouted from the bathroom

"Okay, okay I'll stop!" I shouted back but I didn't stop laughing.

"I can still hear you!" 

"Sorry!" I shouted and covered my mouth with my hands

"What's all this laughing about?" Tom asked, who was in pants and an undershirt

"Georg" I said.

"Man why aren't you ready. We are leaving in like 10 minutes." Gustav asked

"Because I'm not going" He said and shrugged his shoulders. Gustav just looked at him and didn't understand why.

"what do you mean?" he asked Tom

"I mean that I'm not going" He replied and threw himself on the couch opposite me and Gustav.

"C'mon guys we have to go" Said Bill, who was just coming down the stairs. Gustav got up and headed for the door. Jess followed him.

"Tom?" Bill asked. He just nodded his head from left to right meaning 'no'

"Okay guys let's go" Gustav said.

And then I heard Georg running down the stairs.

"Wait for me!" He shouted, running and combing his hair.

"Get in the car dude! We'll be late!" Gustav said

When they finally left, Tom and I were left alone. We looked at each other across the room and then he got up and sat next to me on the couch.

"Are you better?" He asked me

"Yeah I am" I answered.

We were just silent, looking at each other. We didn't say a word. There was silence and then he slowly approached me. I could already feel his warm breath on my lips and then he kissed me. We kissed trying to get air. He slowly lowered himself towards my neck, chest, stomach. He kissed every part of my body. The tension was rising and I was getting hot. His hand slid over my body and it sent shivers down my spine.

He was kissing my neck while I was running my fingers through his hair. His hand was slipping down. Moan left my mouth and Tom smirked. 

He took off my shirt and then I helped him take off his. His bare chest touched mine and it felt so good. 

"WOAH!" We heard someone shout. I raised my head, and it was Harito. He didn't leave when others did. I tried to get Tom off of me but he wouldn't move. I blushed and didn't know what to do. I covered my face with my hands, hoping when I removed them that he would be gone.

"What do you want?" Tom asked him, who was still on top of me.

"Nothing. Sorry for interruption" Harito said and left

"Is he gone?" I asked still with my hands on my face

"Yes love" He said and when I moved my hands I saw him laughing.

"What's so funny?" 

"If only you can see your face. Your all red!" He said laughing

"Stop! Nooo!" I shouted and somehow pulled him away from me. He lay down next to me and hugged me. My head was on his bare chest and I felt something I had never felt before.