The night we met/Tom Kaulitz story/

Why can't I know?

Tom's POV

I was laying in bed next to her. Next to my Taylor. She was asleep. Even when she sleeps, she is beautiful. Her long red hair fell over her face. Her blue eyes were closed, and her eyelashes were long and without makeup. She was lying on my arm. I didn't want to move to wake her up. It was already morning and the rays of the sun were penetrating our room through the window.

I pulled her hair away from her face and kissed her on the forehead. As I met her, I became a different person. Of course, only towards close people. I look at some things differently than before. 

She turned the other way. Now she had her back to me. I slowly removed my hand and got out of bed. I took the shirt that had been draped over the chair and put it on. As quietly as I could, I left the room. I decided to let her sleep.

I came to the living room where everyone was there, including Harito. They were talking about something, but when I came in, they just shut up.

"What's all the whispering" I said and threw myself on the couch next to Gustav.

"Nothing.." Georg said. Everyone seemed nervous as if they were hiding something, but they didn't want to tell me

"Tell me. Now." I said in my sharp and cold voice

"Tom.. I.." Jess began to talk

Taylor's POV 

I was turning around on the bed. I opened my eyes and Tom wasn't next to me. Did he wake up before me? I looked at my cell phone and it was already 11 o'clock in the morning. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. When I looked in the mirror, I saw the large and dark circles I have. I still had bruises on my arms but they hurt less.

I went out into the room and straight into the living room. Everyone was sitting there talking about something, but when I arrived, they just fell silent. 

"Morning Taylor." Said Bill

"Morning. Hey babe when did you wake up?" I asked and sat down on the couch next to Tom

"One hour ago. I let you sleep because I know your tired." He said and kissed me on the forehead. They all looked at me, but most of all Jess. What's wrong with them. Why are they behaving so strangely?

"Is there any more coffee for me?" I asked. Everyone seemed to be in their own thoughts and no one answered me

"Hello? What's going on with all of you" I said and just stood up. I went to my room to get cigarettes, got coffee from the kitchen and went to the terrace. I sat down at the table and lit a cigarette. The sun was warming me and the weather outside was beautiful.

"Hey love. Today we have race so would you like to come with us?" said Tom who went outside to the terrace with a cup of coffee in his hand

"Sure" I said, but I didn't even look at him. He's hiding something from me and he doesn't want to tell me

"You okay?" He asked 

"No. What are you hiding from me?" I asked him, this time, looking at him.

"What? Nothing love." 

"Then why did you all shut up when I got in the living room?" I asked him. He was silent for a moment, but then he finally spoke

"Look baby I wish I could tell you but It's not my right to tell you. I'm sorry. I would tell you but Jess asked me not to. Not now. Please don't be mad." He said and hugged me. I couldn't be mad at him. I understand him. If that's the case, then I understand it. I've known Jess for a long time, and if she doesn't want me to know, that's okay.

"It's okay love. I'm not mad don't worry" I said and hugged him back but a part of me wants to know what everyone is allowed to know except me?

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