His Chains( Voldemort/Lucius Malfoy/ Severus Snape)

Chapter 21

Authors Note: I am sorry it took a while for me to update I am in medical school so sometimes my time to myself varies. 

"You don't like being alone do you?" I ask looking at him closely now taking in his perfect features. Never in my life have I seen such a pretty man. His perfect shade of blonde hair offset his grey eyes and not many wrinkles for his age.

"Well, everyone needs company every now and then. Even those who don't like to show it."

"You clearly still don't know me. When you are constantly surrounded by people who you dislike, then yes I prefer no company." I comment raising a brow at him.

"So you dislike me?" He asks, looking at me leaning closer and I can smell his scent of tonka bean and teakwood.

"Your borderline." I say honestly.

"You don't have everyone figured out yet either do you?"

"I know enough, but learning the intricate details comes with time and patience. Especially with scoping out someone's personality. I go by your actions."

He looks at me and leans closer placing his hand on my jaw caressing it softly. "You know you are so beautiful?"

I instantly felt like something inside of me just melted. I've been ignoring the feelings of lust for so many years I felt like it was hitting me like a ton of bricks. I look at him and I can feel my face heating up resulting in my face turning bright red.

"There she is, don't hide yourself from me. I know deep down, you are as beautiful inside as your physical appearance. When someone hides their emotions it's because there are many emotional scars in layers. You use your scars as layers in protecting yourself. I promise you, I will not hurt you. I will never intentionally hurt you. I vow it to you my love." He says sweetly leaning in kissing my neck earning him a sweet moan.

"Let me know what you like, and I will do it as long as you allow me to." He whispers in my ear nibbling on it.

I never felt this way in such a long time, I don't know if it's because I've been avoiding it or because I actually like Lucius.

"I'm not sure we should be doing this, Lucius." I say seriously pulling slightly away from his touch.

"Why? I know you want this." He insists and grabs my face kissing me.

Suddenly, I felt everything around me just disappeared and all I felt were his lips on mine. I kissed him back with such passion and force I've been hiding away for so long. I grabbed his neck and one hand grabbed his hair feeling how soft and conditioned it is, so silky and smooth. His hands trailed from face down to my body and to my waist. Before I could think straight he was on top of me now laying on top of me and I was loving every second of it. With the kissing turning into a fight for dominance.

I broke the kiss and turned my head away from him." I don't want to disappoint you."

"Why would you do that? Whatever you're comfortable with, so am I." He says taking one hand turning my face toward his and our noses are touching.

"He watches everything I do you know that. We just can't do this, I shouldn't even be this close to you."

"But you are, you are very defiant." He says smirking at me.

" No seriously Lucius, I want my magic back and I'm sure you don't want to deal with the repercussions from Voldemort. No one does!" I say in a concerned tone looking at Lucius.

At that moment it just hit me, I care what happens to him. This is so bad. I swore of feelings like this for years. He could see the emotions on my face and he realizes I do care for his safety and well begging genuinely.

He gets off me and sits on the bed as I get up and start walking back and forth pacing in my room not sure if Voldemort saw what happened or not.

Lucius sighs stopping me from pacing by grabbing my hand," love if he did we will deal with it together. But you are right, we need to be more secretive if you wish to finish what we started."

I look down at Lucius sitting watching his eyes filled with lust and determination.

"Maybe at a different time." I say with a small smile on my face.