I'm okay! | A Poetry Book

I don't know

I look at you,

You look at me,

Both without words, you are free,

And I'm still sinking in that drought.

You began you're dating,

While I'm looking at our blood painted memories, and I'm melting,

Crying and screaming at our picture, that I just want to burn in my heart that became a fire..

The new girl's way prettier than me,

She's kind and smart,

She's the masterpiece nobody asked for, thought you still need her body made of art,

The voice and perfection is incredible,

Even I agree..

I don't know what to say,

Am I made to spend the rest of my life whining and asking why I chose your way?

Our relationship is a glass of water, but instead of that, it's grief...

You stole my heart, you are my lover, you are my soul, you are my heart, but you little thief,

You won't give it back..

And I need myself back..

Without the black voice of yours, not giving me freedom,

But after all, after all I did, after all the things I did, this is your kingdom..

And I'm not part of it..

I don't know.. maybe we were not supposed to be together forever but it turned to never ever,

Maybe I suffered for nothing, maybe I'm the ugly and useless side..

Maybe it's a sign...maybe that's why I was never your only light..

And I'll never be. I am your last choice, not even that...

It's not fair, no it isn't..

But what can I do?

I can't love you, care about you, look at you, sing with you, think about you,

Without breaking my heart and soul again and again.

Even you know it's true.

I don't know...